Fyi PMs (private messages) are like text messages for those who have not played the game. You should really, it's an awesome game. BTW all the places and characters are based off of Ragnarok Online and is copy righted by gravitation. I don't own it. So don't sue me. I have no money anyway.

***Warning contains some girl on girl stuff. ;.

Chapter 1

"Damn it, I ran out of potions again…" So there I was in Orcs dungeon just spacing out about not having any potions and how I'm going to die a horrible death. "Being eaten alive by zombies would really suck…"

"I want my cherry soda," it was a message from someone; I naturally ignored all my messages. It was probably from one of the boys, who had a crush on me. "bisch, you don't answer any more?"

"Busy" I answered back as I saw who the sender was. I couldn't help but smile. "Tuff Stuff…" I thought to myself. It's that silly woman…

Monsters had been chasing me for nearly 5 minutes and if you knew me, you would be wondering why I have yet to pass out.

"Help!" I screamed and shot another round behind me not daring to look.

She felt like an angel at that moment, the girl whom I took cover behind, whom ever she was. I hid behind her back, my eyes closed, waiting for it all to end.

"Jeri, attack!" she commanded the green homunculus.

"Hmm, Jeri?" I thought to myself "sounds really familiar. "Oh god no… it's Hot Bot," Hot Bot was the nick name I had given to Tuff Stuff. I was under the impression that most merchants and alchemist just sit around and let their little pet do all the work. Oh but how I was wrong about that, my Hot Bot was different, she never botted. That was what made me interested in her. She was different and, of course, she was hot.

The sound of battle had died down. "It's ok now, you can let go." She was speaking to me.

"Let go?" I said, more to myself. I blushed as I looked down. I had been hugging her all this time! "Um, sorry…" I said as I let go of her waist.

"I was wondering who was screaming, I knew that voice sounded familiar," she laughed. That just added on to the embarrassment. I felt like such a pathetic gunslinger. And to get help from her, of all people: the one person whom I'm trying to impress.

It made no sense, I had no interest in being second to anyone. She already had a girlfriend, someone who can provide all of her needs. If what she really needs is someone who can buy her anything she wants, then there is no way I can be that person. "Heh, who am I to compete with the guild leader of Amazon? I can barely afford yellow potions.", thinking to myself as I watched her talking about something.

"What are you yapping about now?" I asked her.

"Haven't you been listening?" she asked. I gave her a puzzled look and shrugged my shoulders. "I said you didn't even thank me.", she pouted.

Smiling at her cute expression, I said to her my thanks, "Thank you very much, my life is forever indebted to you."

"I wanted more of a-" she lifts up her skirt "kinda thank you." she said teasingly.

I appeared to be very calm, I should be considering how many times I've seen her Brazilian waxed…

I walked towards her, causing her to walk backwards. I looked her in the eye as something overtook me. She had a puzzled look and shrieked as she fell backwards into her cart. I leaned over her, hovering only inches above her, so close my hair touched her forehead, and I could feel her breathing. I took her lips into mine as I ravished it in a kiss, longing for her touch. She kissed me back, over joying me even further. But no it wasn't right! She had to be just teasing me. I pulled back out of breathe.

I whispered into her ears, breathing rather hard, "Don't push me too far. You don't know what I'm capable of…"

I pulled away from her, standing upright. I quickly stepped back as I realized the position we had been in. I had been standing between her open legs. As I looked away out of embarrassment I saw that there had been a crowd of people who had gathered, watching the whole ordeal. She seemed to have just noticed them too.

"Get your sexy ass over here and help me out." she commanded.

"Stop being so pushy," I retaliated but only so far, as I find myself extending a hand out to the girl. I was afraid to touch her, afraid of the feelings she was sure to stir inside me. Our hands touched, "don't think about it, don't think about it," I told myself. I lifted her up and she stumbled on to me. It was an electric touch followed by another. "jerk…" I mumbled a little too loudly. Who was she too make me feel this way? "stupid old lady," I said a little louder.

"what was that? If you have something to say, say it to my face," she said in a serious tone.

I stuck my tongue out at her. "I'm sorry, I'm out of potions. I have to go buy some more," as lame as it was, that was all I could come up with.

"then I'll come with you. I need some more aid potions too. Come on Jeri!"

It was a quiet walk to the exit. The zombies were few, it was easy to pick them out with my shot gun. My heart did this thing where it skipped a beat. Tuff had been walking closer to me, closing in our distance. Then she did the unexpected and intertwined her fingers with mine. I liked that feeling; it felt like our hands belonged together… so we stayed like that for awhile, still neither of us saying anything.

"Wha-" Tuff Stuff was about to ask me.

I had stopped suddenly in my tracks, causing her arm to jerk. I took a deep breath.

"What do you want from me?" I asked her letting go of her hand.

"I," she seemed to think. "I want you."

"Want me? That's kinda vague don't you think." I said to her in a calm tone.

"I want to fuck you."

"oh really? And when are you planning on doing that?" I asked her laughingly.

"I want your sexy ass right now," she answered sounding serious.

I pushed her up against the wall. "I think I can arrange that." I said to her in that special voice. We kissed again, it was different from our last one, slower and more passionate, it felt more sincere. Her lips parted slightly as if inviting my tongue in to explore her mouth. I massaged her tongue with mine. My knee pushed up against her skirt. God bless the girl for never wearing any panties… I can feel her wetness beginning to soak through my pants. "I wonder if she wears bras?" I asked myself inwardly. "I guess I'll have to find out, heh." I grinned to myself, as my hands snaked under and up her shirt. Before I could even go any further, her hands had somehow found themselves unzipping my jacket, and she was helping me out of it, as we broke our kiss. As I realize I was being undressed, worry overtook me as I became more conscious of our surroundings. "Oh my god we are in a dungeon full of zombies and Jeri is staring at us. Goodness sake that blob is always with her. It's like he knows what we're doing.", I thought.

"What's wrong?" she asked me. "You were staring at Jeri for a bit now.", concern in her voice.

"Jeri's watching us, he's creeping me out."

"Yeesh, it's a she for the millionth time! Haha don't worry about it, she doesn't talk to anyone but me. She won't tell our little secret to anyone", she said laughingly as she continued to pull my shirt off over my head.

"I'm not sure, Jeri is like really-" she cut me off with a kiss.

"Mm, kisses are good things." that was the only intelligible thing I could think of at the moment.

We broke off. "Shut up.", that was all she had to say to convince me. "Let's go inside that abandoned house." she suggested, pointing to a rather run downed and possibly haunted house. I was a bit reluctant but she had already grabbed a hold of my hand and dragged me with her. We found an unlocked window and climbed in.

"can Jeri stay outside?" I asked Tuff Stuff.

"haha, if it really bothers you then fine." Jeri had just made it to the ledge of the window. "Jeri stay outside girl, some people are very shy. Keep a look out okay?" the homunculus did this thing with its eyes, as if nodding before it slid back out the window.

I must admit I was scared, the furniture were all outdated, cobwebs and dust were everywhere. "I hope I have enough silver bullets for anything creepy," but that thought was soon lost. Tuff had pushed me onto the floor straddling me. She was working on unbuttoning my pants now. To say the least the woman is aggressive. My hands were on her back rubbing the skin underneath her shirt. "that shirt is really pissing me off!" I said aloud and sat up, yanking the thing off of her and throwing it on the floor somewhere.

I looked at her taken aback by her beauty. Her brown hairr shone in the dim light and her face flushed from the excitement and heat we both shared.

"You little perv, I didn't know you liked them that much." She said with a grin as she grabbed and teased her own breast. She looked at me, practically begging for my touch in her own sultry way. God I just couldn't help but worship her with my eyes.

I reached up to her lovely sized D cup breasts and gently cup them. I push my hand into her warm soft skin and then I embrace her. I hold her tight causing our breast to touch and I lay my head on her shoulder. I felt such a great warmth and comfort in her arms, one that I've never felt before. No… this feeling it's similar to something I've felt a long time ago. It was but a faint feeling until now. At this moment it was powerful and radiant, the feeling was so strong that I am sure she felt too. I remember now.

Flash back

"Daddy, thank you so much! I love you!" the young girl said to the man who was apparently her father as she hugged him. She held onto the toy car with genuine appreciation. Her father had just come home from his early morning walks. Where and how he got the toy car didn't cross the child's mind at all.

End flashback

Before I knew it tears had been rolling down my cheeks. "Jeni? Hey Jeni? Are you feeling ok?" Tuff asked me in whisper. I had held her so tight almost digging my nails into her back. I quickly wipe my tears with the back of my hand, feeling lucky that she couldn't see my face. I put on a smile, the best front I could and I pulled away from her body, already missing the heat we shared so much.

"Um yeah, sorry you just smell so good." Taking in a deep breath I thought carefully about how I was going to say this. "Tuff I…" She tilted her head to the side, egging me on. She looked so cute and I felt at ease again. I let out my breath and continued, "I think we should take it slow."

She looked into my eyes, into my soul and I didn't need to say or explain anything. She cupped my cheek with her right hand and pulled me into the most passionate of kisses. She comforted me with her lips and tongue. It was like a slow dance. I felt her other hand in mine holding it tight. Here they are again; my tears. I did not bother to hold them back, because it was ok. These tears were both of happiness and fear. Happy because of my new discovery and the latter because I fear losing this happiness. I want it to last forever. My tears roll over my cheeks and onto our lips. It was both sweet and salty. We pulled away. She greeted me with a smile, the type of smile that you couldn't ignore, so I didn't bother hiding my smile either. This time she kissed my tears away, first my cheeks, making me close my eyes in response, then she kissed my eyelids. I felt like I was being blessed by an angel.

"Ok let's get out of here." She said as she got up picking up her shirt and putting it on. She lent me her hand to help me up. I felt a chill and felt something was terribly wrong. "Oh my god.", I said aloud. She caught on to what I had just realized and let out a giggle. I crossed my arms over my chest, my face turning red. I can't believe I forgot my clothes!

I reached down and picked up the last of my garments, which was my leather jacket. Tuff had lent me her spare Speedy Jacket that she was going to vend, in the mean time.

"Hehe" she tried to hold it in but she was still laughing at me!

"Goodness it's not that funny! And it was all your fault." I pouted to her.

"How is it my fault? You were the one who got carried away and forgot your own clothes. haha"

"But you, you were the one who…" I started to say as I trailed off and turned all red again.

"Who what? Hm? What did I do to make jenisis the mighty gunslinger so distracted, to the point where she forgets she's half naked and that her clothes are sprinkled across the cave?" she asked me sounding amused.

Private message: "Hey Jen, we are gonna have a guild chat. Get to Geffen." –metal vapor

"Ugh I just got a pm from my guild leader. I have to go now… It's getting really late anyway. I'll see you tomorrow okay? Bye." I said to tuff. She was so understanding. I guess parting with her isn't so bad because I know I'll see her again tomorrow at 7. But still I never want to leave her. I checked my inventory for a butterfly wing. She looked at me knowingly.

"Here." She handed me 2 butterfly wings. I reached over to grab it and she pulled it back right before I can grab them. "this is a trade off, give me a kiss first." I turn red again at the thought of kissing her. I know I've kissed her plenty of times already today but, what can I say I'm shy.

"Er ok…" I closed the distance between us and quickly and gave her peck on her lips. Oh how I felt like a noob. She opened her eyes and smiled at me. She kissed me this time and pulled me into a hug.

"Goodnight sweetie see you tomorrow." She said her arms still around me.

"night." And she teleported, leaving me looking at nothing and stumbling, I had been leaning into her weight to keep me balanced. I touch my lips, tracing it with my fingers, feeling her moisture still on me. "Good night Tuff."