Okay This is pretty Heavy. I'm hoping it goes somewhere. Its Short Kinda like a preview of the idea its self Thanks for reading ;3
Italy: Ve! This is going to be fun!
Germany..
Italy sat on a plain looking bed, bent over a small book, his Aburn hair diseveled and his tan skin covered in deep bruises, the most server being around
his neck. He Scribbled hasitly in the book infront of him
"I love Germany. I love him so much. I'm hurting Ever since this war started he's started to say mean mean things to me! He told me i'm ugly because my eyes are not blue and my skin isn't pale. Ludwig is beautiful. At least I think so. Hes so strong and i feel safe when he holds me. I love everything about him. Maybe he is perfect? Am I ugly? I feel ugly. He told me i'm fat too. I've stopped eating pasta. I can't even look in the mirror without feeling sick at what i see. I just wanna throw up. I'm Fat Fat Fat. I cant eat anymore I want to be perfect for Germany. How can i thou.. I'm so fat and I cant change the colors I was born with. I hate it. I hate me.. I can't Go to the next world meeting. I miss my brothers but i cant let them see me. They'll take me away from Germany when they see the bruises. But i deserved them. If he hits me enough it might make me better He beats me because he cares about me. That's it. Maybe if he hits me hard enough Ill die and be reborn perfect. I love Germany. I Love Love. Love him. I let Him pour a bleach on my arm. It burned so so bad, and it only lightened my skin a little, eating parts of it away. That's why he choked me.."
He pause bringing his hand up to his neck lightly brushing his fingers across the damaged skin. Tapping the pen against the paper deep in thought.
"..because my skin refused to listen to him and change white."
He stopped again feeling the shooting pain in his back. Tears begin to gather in his hazed honey brown eyes.
".. Thats why he rapes me.. Because he loves me.. It was my first time. It hurt so badly and it didnt feel at all like brother france said it would 'A beautiful coming together of two people showing the love they have for each other' Like Romano and Spain? I only wish i was that lucky. It makes me feel Dirty Slut. Hes calls the that to.. He made me sleep with Russia to...Mio Dio.. Who am I?.. ..It wasnt always like this. I remeber the good times when the war first started, our goal was to do somthing great, to change the world for the better. Germany, Japan, Prussia and Me. I thought my Fratellos would be so proud that 'Hetalia' could be apart of somthing so . Now i bet there ashamed of me..Romano..Spain..France..Im ashamed of me to. Im so ugly and useless. But i dont wanna die. I wanna live and make myself somthing you can be proud of.. Germany can be proud of.. That mean ill have to be stricter with myself.. Yeah. *sigh* Germany Germany Germany..."
He contiued writing the last word until the last bit of the front and the entire back of the page he had been writing on was filled. He let out a small sigh
and layed back, resting his hurting body and closing his eyes for a moment before slipping the book back under his pillow. The Door Slammed open and in
the doorway stood none other than Germany. Italy couldn't Help but shiver a little as the Taller man approched...
Soo What did you think? Whats in store for our dear Italy next chapter?
Should I even do a next chapter xD? This is my second try at a story I know it isn't that great yet.
And Should there be actual Sex or just leave it implied? Tips for my writing? And There are going to be
serveral Italy pairing in this story. Who do you wanna see him with :D?
Italy: -Whimpers hiding in a bush- That wasn't fun at all..
Germany: -Pissed- NEIN! ITALIA I VULD NEVER