They tried to tell me to stop. They told me what I was doing
was wrong.
What do they know about wrong?
They kill without remorse. I at
least am sorry for those I kill.
For that they say I'm weak.
I'll show them who's weak. I'll
show everybody. No one will ever call me weak again.
They tried to stop me. But I was too powerful. I had an
edge. I could kill them all. But they wouldn't touch me. They wouldn't dare
upset me.
I had
my mission to complete. To destroy the people that killed my father. To avenge
him.
I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for
long
"Quatre, give up. We don't want to hurt you." Duo.
What did he know? He didn't understand. He didn't have a family.
They tried to attack me. But they wouldn't damage Zero.
Except, they did. They didn't care about the Gundam. They wanted to stop me.
I've been guessing - I coulda been guessin'
wrong
What if
I was wrong? No. No. they were wrong. I wasn't wrong.
"Never!"
I shouted and laughed.
"He's
lost his mind," Heero said plainly.
No,
I've found it.
You don't know
me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down
They tried to kill me. But they didn't. Because I was one of
them. They couldn't kill me. I could kill them, though. I didn't care. I'd
killed many people before. Gundams were just people.
I feel stupid
but it's something that comes and goes
I've been changin' - think it's funny how no one knows
We don't talk about - the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around
They tried to bring
me down. Unfortunately they succeeded. I wasn't going to give up, though. But
Zero gave up before I did.
I was shaking. Not from fear,
not from anger, but from something else. Sanity, I suppose. Zero had been
severely damaged.
"Quatre, are you alright?" I don't know who said it. They all sounded
alike. They were all after me. Trying to stop me. Trying to prevent me from
avenging my father.
So why ya gotta stand there
Looking like the answer now
It seems to me - you'd come around
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - I'm lost and I'm hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season
No, they
were trying to stop me from killing innocent people. The colonies were not to
blame for killing my father, only certain people from the colonies. Help? No, a
Gundam pilot doesn't need help.
"Quatre, are
you alright?" It was softer, but more insistent this time. It wasn't over the
com, but from outside the cockpit.
No, I wasn't
alright. I tried to kill everyone. I did kill people. Thousands of
innocent people.
Thousands of
people had lost their lives because I'd lost my mind.
Now I'm cryin' - isn't that what you want
I'm tryin' to live my life on my own
But I won't
At times - I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do I feel stupid
And I came undone
I guess they
were right. I am the weakest. I wasn't strong enough to make the right
decisions. I was insane even before I stole Zero. I came undone, and I wasn't
strong enough to put myself back together.
I came
undone.
A/N: I know this probably isn't how it happened, but I did the best I
could. And, yes, I shortened the song, mostly because it wouldn't fit right,
and would be suggestive between Quatre and Trowa. If you want the full lyrics
to the song, this is the address, http://lyrics.astraweb.com:2000/display.cgi?matchbox_20..mad_season..mad_season
. It's by Matchbox 20.
