Written for the Supernatural Quote Prompt Commentfic Meme at LJ. Dean: "Yeah, I guess. Who knows what ghosts are thinking anyway?"
Raised
Pain. Horror. Winchester. Death. Winchester. Winchester. Why didn't you help me? Winchester. Got me killed. Winchester. Got my sister killed. You're gonna pay, Winchester.
One moment, she's nine and sitting on the floor of the living room in her childhood home, playing Barbies with her little sister.
In the next, she's in agony, pulled out of Heaven—yanked out—and she's writhing and screaming as she falls down, down to earth. The world explodes in white-hot pain as she hits the ground. She remembers being thrown out of a seventh-floor window and the thought crosses her mind that that didn't nearly hurt as much as this does.
She's staring up at the sky, stars twinkling down at her and she screams.
She screams her pain and anguish at being ripped down from Paradise and dragged back down to earth, to misery, to the grief of suddenly knowing that Amy, her darling baby sister, is dead. She'd slit her own wrists, killed herself, after seeing her only sister's broken body lying still on the cold metal table at the morgue.
Little Amy is in Hell.
And it's all the Winchesters' faults.
Amy would be alive if it weren't for them. If they could have saved her, before the wraiths had thrown the demon raping her body out of that window, before she'd gotten shot with that gun, before all that, if they could have just heard her screaming and realized that there was a real girl inside the body that manipulative bitch was controlling, if only, then Amy would be alive.
Her smart, funny, annoying (and adoring) little sister Amy would still be alive.
She'd be in school, majoring in Animal Sciences, and have a cute boyfriend who's pathetically in love with her. She'd go out on weekends with her friends, and giggle and joke the nights away, and be happy. Amy would be happy. If she was alive.
But it's all their faults that she isn't.
Amy is dead and in Hell because of the Winchesters.
And they have to pay.
Big sister will make damn sure that they pay. She's going to rip their hearts out.
For her little sister.