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A/N: Sorry if some things don't line up. I didn't have time to really edit this, It just been stuck in my head for awhile all the same I hope you enjoy it.

You're smile hadn't changed since the first time I saw you.

"We use to make mud pies together." I laugh, silently praying you do remember those moments that impacted me so fiercly.

I seen it in your eyes, those memories are faded now.

I remember telling you those legends at first beach. Thinking back, I don't know if it was the right decison.

"Then there are stories about the cold ones." I drop my voice low in hopes of scaring you.

"The cold ones?" You inquired.

I remember my body was ablaze, an anger I've never felt has set me on fire. Then everything was so alive.

Your phone calls tore at me, then your visit nearly broke me. I didn't mean any of it.

Any of it at all.

You're jaw clinched tightly and you barely spoke. "I thought we were friends."

"We were." I kept telling myself it has to be this way.

For the better.

The stories on how a lee-vampire changes.

They burn for 3 days. A horrible burn.

I wonder if you knew I burned, my body is on fire with life, to protect everyone I hold dear.

To protect my people.

"Jesus Jake! You're on fire!"

"I run at a toasty 108."

Everything is vivid in my mind.

Every laugh, every smile, every moment you wrapped your arms around your self to hold you in.

Because of him.

I can not be mad at him, he gave me part of my greatest happiness.

Her, my beautiful Nessie.

Its such a strange feeling, one moment I feel as if Bella surrounds my whole world but then seeing her even so small.

She is my world.

"Jake!!! Come on, Nessie is blowing out the candles, Jasper says stop being so broody, its harshing is mellow."

I turn, your smile still makes me smile but its not the same

"Okay Bells!! Tell Jasper to send me some mellow if he wants it fixed!!" I chuckle.

Because I have the best part of you now.

With the same chocolate eyes and beautiful mud pie smiles.

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