Far from All

Perfect Barbie Life

That was what most of the people thought when they first saw me. The only ones who said otherwise were my close friends, like Puck, Santana, Sam and well, them.

The idea of being fake was always pleasant for me, till now. It's weird to keep up to a rol no matter how much you try , you will never really fill in.

My life was a disaster. I was finishing school, just one more month to go. And I had Puck, which seemed as something good at first, but then I realized it sucks. I had a "Boyfriend" I could only see once a month, If I was lucky enough. And I was missing Ohio, my mom, some of the guys and Beth.

I remember that the day Santana and Britt, my 2 best friends like from forever, married I was busy studying for a final and crying myself out. What a fabulous life.

I needed a change, something good. I made out my mind to visit my old hometown after I passed all my exams.

I finished reading one play for my class and then heard a little Bipp, Bipp. I jumped uo from my seat looking fanatically for my cell. Where the hell did it go? The music started to get higger until finally I got the call. I closed my eyes and hoped for one second that it was Puck, but instead another deep and familiar voice started to say "Hello … ?"

"Hi Sam, haven't heard from you in a while, what's up?" A smile cracked on my face while I waited to hear again his melodic voice.

"Yhea I know, little Miss YALE, forgot about me?" Never could that happen "Anyhow, I have big news and a question, maybe two"

"Miss YALE, hasn't had time for anything but studying. Okay, are you gonna insult me or talk?" I said in a mocking tone.

I could hear his laugh "I'll go straight to the point so you can do your stuff. Do you remember the name of the first song we sang together? "

The question shocked me, because (a) he forgot the name of the song that (b) was so important for us at the time and then (c) why would he want to know that?

"Quinn? Are you still there?"

Damn it "Yes yes, sorry, I was just… thinking. It was Lucky" I closed my eyes and them let some air out. "Why you ask?"

He kept silence until… "I'm in charge of the New Directions now, and needed a really good song for a duet. Thank you Q, and last question. Are you coming to Lima for the Holydays? If so, don't be so the new Quinn and visit me."

The "New Quinn"? What was he talking about? "Yhea I decided to go to Ohio, and I wanted to visit you but now? Ummm maybe I can skip meeting my favorite blonde"

"QUINN!" he said in less than a second and then both he and I laughed. "Okay, if you want a song I'll have something for you"

I smiled again and then herd some noise in the back "Fine, if you had a song prepared I may as well listen to it, see you soon Sam"

"Bye Quinn, take care, and you will love that song"

And then just suddenly, his voice was gone and the room went blue again.

I looked at my phone, hoping to hears it's sound just one more time, maybe Sam had something else to tell me like, "I need you with me", whatever. I even wanted to hear from Puck.

I felt like the room was without air, and hot and a little tear come out.

I refused to call Sam, so I just lay down on bed waiting for nothing. As the minutes pass, I stared at the cell, trying to call someone, maybe Puck or Finn or even Rachel. But I wasn't strong enough so I just closed my eyes until I felt asleep.

Only one month to go and I would be with Sam.

I did,'t know why I was even thinking about that if I was with Puck.

When I finally woke up the next morning, it felt like I slept a howl month.