Author's Note: Okay, now this is my first fanfic that's in an actual story form. So, please read and tell me if it's good. I'm not sure if it's OOC. So, Read and Enjoy!

Disclaimer: There is only one person who could ever make Twilight rock as much as she does, and sadly I am not that person.

Rosalie's POV

Ugh. I'm thirsty again. I'm always thirsty now. This new life really sucks. I can never seem to get enough blood. I always used to be able to.

I lie down on my old, used couch that was here when I moved in and start to think about all that has happened in just the past two weeks.

Flashback from 2 weeks ago starts

I was getting really bored at home so I decided I would go out and take a drive to Port Angeles and just walk around for a few hours until I had to go back home because Emmett would be getting lonely.

I started walking down a random street, in almost complete darkness, I could see fine anyway though, when I started to smell a human. It was strange at this time of night for someone to be walking outside alone, but I just ignored it. Why should it matter to me that someone's out late? A few minutes later, as I was beginning to get closer to this human, the smell of his blood made my mouth start to water. That's weird I just hunted a few nights ago with Emmett. I shouldn't be this thirsty already. Ignoring the thought, I continued to walk toward the smell of the human because my only other choice was going back to where I started.

As I got even closer, the smell became almost overpowering. I could barely stand it anymore. Before I knew it I was walking just on the opposite side of the street from this human. The scent was intoxicating I could hardly control my actions anymore. No! I can't give into this!

I hadn't realized it until now but I had come to a stop and was now just standing still, while the human continue to walk in the direction where I had come from. Even though he was walking away from me, putting more and more distance between us -at an extremely slow, annoying pace- it didn't make my mouth stop watering. I have to control myself. I'll just run away from here and find a place to go hunting again. I'll just find a nice, little deer to snack on. I was still arguing with myself about what I should do, and why this blood smelt so good.

I realized the time and decided I'd go back home and have Emmett take me hunting tomorrow; we could just skip school it didn't really matter to us. Then I realized my car was back in the same direction as where the human was. It didn't matter; it would be easy to control myself. I started walking towards my car and I smelled the human clearly again.

I'm not quite sure what happened next all I could recall was me running over to the human and digging my teeth into him. I could slightly remember arguing with myself about what my family would say when I got back home but I just ignored it and continued drinking until there was barely a drop left in the poor, unsuspecting human.

When I let go, I had a million regrets. I know that Carlisle will probably kick me out of the house since I disobeyed his rules. Edward, ugh. I can't even think about him right now, he'll probably never talk to me again, since he has that stupid human girlfriend. And, what about Emmett? I'm not quite sure how Emmett will take this. No matter what happens when I get home, I know it's going to be the furthest thing from good.

I try to calm myself down by running, full vampire speed, to a quiet, dark place where I could just sit and think. I finally stop running when I reach a little park that's covered in trees.

I start trying to think about how I am going to tell them about what I did. Not that I really need to since they'll be able to smell the blood. Then I got a brilliant idea. I won't tell them and they'll never find out. I figure it must take at least three humans to start turning your eyes red, so I'm safe there. Now, the real problem will be the smell of the blood. Any of them can tell what it is, and Jasper might just rip the shirt right off of me.

I quickly take out my mirror to see how much blood I actually got on me. Oh, no. That's way too much blood. There's no way I can cover that up. I sit there thinking about what my choices are now. Then I remember I have nice little black jacket in the car. I could put that on and then go get a new shirt tomorrow from some store over here. I have plenty of money so that wouldn't be a problem. The only thing is what can I say to Emmett to keep him from coming to look for me? I guess I could just tell him I had to go on a really short hunting trip, and then I didn't realize how long I had been there. He'll probably believe that.

I went back to my car, put on my jacket and then just sat there playing with my cell phone until the sun came up. A couple hours later when I knew some good stores were beginning to open I turned on the car and went shopping.

I do love shopping but I cannot compare to the way Alice shops, so I only took an hour. I also got a couple other shirts too; they were just too cute for me not to have.

I went back to my car and I put on a new shirt. I didn't have to worry about anyone spying on me because the windows were almost totally black, and plus, I was parked down a little alley I found last night. I went and threw out the old shirt in a garbage can that was on the street and then I sprayed on some perfume I bought earlier; I knew that would cover up the rest of the already faded smell of human blood.

I had checked my phone last night and I had already "missed" about thirty messages, so I knew that Emmett must be getting really worried by now. So, I decided I could go home now.

Coming home wasn't as sad as I had imagined it. I thought that everyone would have been asking me about where I had been and what happened and why I wasn't answering my phone. But, man was I wrong.

Author's Note: Okay well, I want to know how it was, so please review. I will greatly appreciate any criticism. (Just don't be too mean, ok?) I refuse to put up anymore until I get at least 3 reviews, not including xxicegirl293xx or any of my other friends I force to read it.