Somewhere I Belong

by suchasaddeparting

I was in love, but I couldn't tell him my secret. To tell him would be to lose him and I wasn't ready for that. AH EB of course. Rate M-lemons!

1. Chapter 1

A/N: Song is called "Sober" by Kelly Clarkson. Great song. [= Again, I own nothing but the plot. sadly.

"Three months, and I'm still sober.

Picked all my weeds, but kept the flowers.

But I know it's never really over.

And I don't know, I could crash and burn

But maybe, at the end of this road I might

Catch a glimpse of me.

So I won't worry about my timing

I wanna get it right

No comparing, second guessing no not this time.

Three months and I'm still breathing.

Been a long road since those hands I left my

Tears in. but I know it's never really over.

Three months and I'm still standing here

Three months and I'm still breathing.

Three months and I'm still remembering

Three months and I'm still sober.

Picked all my weeds, but kept the flowers."

That's how long it's been. Three months since I've seen him, three months of crying, of nightmares, of my best friends telling me it would be okay. Three long, torturous months of wishing he would return my calls, and forgive me. But, I know that won't happen. I thought I could do it, and I was wrong. Like always.