I DO NOT OWN TEEN TITANS! My first fan fiction; please read and review!
" Life is only worth living, when you love someone," well what if that someone doesn't love you back. What if that's the reason why you're so dark. He's the reason. He's the reason why I feel this pain. Why I stay locked in my room, avoiding the one I know I can't have. His muscular body, masked eyes, and loving charisma; how could you not fall? She swore to herself, that she would not let herself feel, and yet he found a way to wrench himself into her heart. Sooner or later, she knew she would fall, but not this hard! She thought it would be a little crush, but that wasn't the way it happened. She wanted him more than life itself, but she knew she couldn't have him. Not with the way he would stare at the other girl. The other girl, the obvious beauty, the innocent heart, her happy attitude, and her naivety made her irresistible. No she was far more than that. She was perfect. She was everything she wanted to be. She wanted to have long red hair, green eyes, and a slender body. SHE was everything HE wanted. Whenever He looked at HER with a longing and lovingly stare, it was as if He would rip her heart out of her body and step on it. Even meditating wasn't much help anymore. She wanted him too much!
Then came Tokyo. That damned day when they kissed. Usually, when it rains everyone reveals their feelings, not her. She stayed quiet and let the pain take over. She allowed herself to feel pain; the pain of loving. She hated how they were so happy together. She hated the way they completed each other, while she stood there incomplete. She hated when HE would ask her if she was okay, and she would reply yes; even though she was slowly dying. She tried to not how any of this pain; instead she took it out on the villains they fought.
And then HE proposed. SHE happily agreed. All resistance she had in her let go. She excused herself from all the happiness and fled to her room. The pain was too much. She doubled over, and fell to the ground, feeling pathetic for letting this happen. Everything turned pitch black. Her breathing now became short gasps. She knew it was time. She was going to die. All she heard were loud bangs, were they trying to open her door? A loud "woosh" was what she heard and she saw HIS face for the last time. Her lips trembled the words; the word she needed to say to stop suffering. "I love you," and she closed her eyes. She let the darkness consume her body. Silence. She looked at everyone, She looked at HIM from above. Where was finally free, and was able to be what she was a Raven. They all stood around her lifeless body. HE fell to his knees, clinging to her body tightly; wondering how he let this happen? She was the strong one. He thought that she would be the last one to fall; but she fell for him. A gravestone stood where her body lay. It read ",Raven Roth, the one who took a chance to feel." HE would come everyday and read to her a quote, " Life is only worth living, when you love someone," and he would add, "Oh Raven, all you needed was someone to love you back. That's why love killed you."