-1King high, the place of my nightmares. The weekend went by way to fast and now I'm back living my nightmare.
Walking thorough he quad I'm met with the usual insults, 'freak, queer, dyke' you know the usual.
I used to be popular, believe it or not, I was the queen of king high, captain of the cheerleading squad, all the boys wanted to be with me and all the girls wanted to be me, now I'm at the bottom of the king high social ladder, I'm the outcast, and strangely I like it, because now I get to be me and not pretend to be someone and something I'm not. I bet you all are about my fall from grace? If you want to call it that/ I told my so-called best friend, Madison Duarte, who also happened to be the co-captain of the squad, that I thought I liked girls. Yea my best friend since kindergarten, we told each other everything, and stupidly I thought I could tell her that and she would understand, stupid me huh?
I told her that on the Saturday after we had been out, we were staying at her place, she turned around and was like "it's ok, it doesn't change anything" and I believed her, as soon as I got in to school on the Monday, I knew straight away that something was different, walking through the quad the atmosphere was different, it wasn't the people looking at me that was different, I was the head cheerleader after all, people looking at me was nothing new. As soon as I reached my locker I knew what was different, painted on my locker in big white letters was 'dyke', well how original of them.
I can hear people snigger as they all crowd around me.
"WHAT?" I scream, that gets most of them moving on. I swear to god that I am going to kill Madison when I see her
Oh I'm sorry, how rude of me, let me introduce myself, I'm Spencer Carlin, soon to be ex head cheerleader.
"Spence?" oh great just what I need, Aiden
"Are you ok?" he asks, seriously that boy must not be looking at me because I am fairly certain I look far from ok.
"Oh I am just peachy Aiden" my voice dripping with sarcasm.
Let me tell you a little bit about Aiden Dennison, he is the only other person I have ever told about me liking girls, it was the only way I could get him to stop hitting on me, because seriously I don't think that boys knows the meaning of the word 'no' when it comes to being turned down, honestly I don't think he has ever been turned down in his life.
He is tall, handsome and a sweet sweet boy, he has gorgeous brown eyes, and is really muscle-y, he is point guard for the king high cobras basketball team, and the boy of most girls dreams, just not mine. We are really good friends now, ever since I told him about liking girls, his answer to that was "well know we can go and scope out the hot girls together", have I mentioned yet that I love that boy? No? Well I love that boy!
As soon has he sees my locker he looks, shocked, sad, and like he is about to go and rip some ones head off.
"Spence, I have nothing to do with this, I have not told anyone, I swear" I must have forgotten to tell him that I told Madison.
"Don't worry Aid, I know exactly who is responsible" and I am going to kill that bitch.
"Who Spence? Who else knows?"
"I told Mad… I am interrupted by Madison and co turning up
"You like you little message dyke?" I really just want to pop her on in the mouth!
"You are supposed to be my friend Madison, if you had a problem with it why didn't you just say so on Saturday, instead of outing me to the WHOLE FUCKING SCHOOL!" I lose my cool at the end.
"Wait, you told Madison?" Aiden asks. God that boy is so slow sometimes!
"NO Aiden" I deadpan
"What on earth made you think that I would be ok with you being a dirty filthy dyke Spence?"
"You told me you were ok with it!"
"Well what else did you expect me to say when you just dropped that on me? I was in shock it was all I could think to say!" I can feel the anger boiling inside me; we are starting to draw a crowd again.
"The squad has had a vote and decided that you are off the squad and I am the new captain and sherry is going to be the new co-captain."
"Oh you have got to be kidding me!"
"Do you really think we want a freak like you as our captain? Checking us out all the time and making us feel uncomfortable?"
"Please Madison you would have to have something for me to check out!" I say as I step into her personal space.
She steps further into me mumbling something in Spanish, which I have no clue what it means. Before I have a chance to shove her into the middle of next week, Aiden steps in between us. I forgot he was there.
"Spence, lets just go." he says as he gently pushes me back some. I just look up at him and I know he can see the tears in my eyes. He leans down and whispers in my ear "not here Spence, don't let her see you cry, don't let her know she's hurting you." I just nod my agreement.
"You what Madi, I'm glad I'm off the squad, I don't know why I stayed on it this long, you are all just a bunch of dirty skanky hoes!" and with that I turn and leave.
As soon as I get out of the corridor, I stop and turn to Aiden "what am I going to do about my locker, if glen sees it, then he will tell mum and she will go nuts."
"I will fix it Spence, don't worry." as he says that the bell rings for first period.
"I have and idea." Aiden says
"Oh god, be careful, I don't want you to hurt yourself."
"H ha Spence, here take my keys and go wait for me in my car, I will go clean of you locker and then how about we head to star bucks and you can buy me a coffee?"
"How come I have to buy you a coffee? You are meant to be a gentleman and so you should be buying me a coffee."
"Well think of it as payment for cleaning you locker." he smiles his most goofy smile at me and I cannot help but laugh.
"Fine I will buy you a coffee then, a small coffee." he just laughs and walks back towards my locker.
I watch him turn the corner and then head towards his truck. I reach his truck and climb in the passenger side. I lean my head back against the headrest and sigh.
I start to replay everything in my head.
What am I going to do, there is no way that glen is not going to know by the end of school, even if Aiden cleans my locker off, oh god if glen finds out he is going to tell mum, I know for a fact that mum is not going to like it, my mum, Paula Carlin, is as religious as they come, there is no way that she is going to accept that her daughter is gay. I cannot let her find out, I'm just going to have to lie to Glen if he finds out and hope that he believes me. I am brought out of my inner musings by some loud music playing, I open my eyes and look around to try and find the source of the music, I finally locate the source just off the left, it's coming from a very nice black Porsche. Whoever owns it must be new, as i have never seen it here before. I sit and admire the car waiting to see who emerges from it. I hear the music shut off and see the door open, and I watch with rapt attention, as slim pair of legs emerge followed by a slim torso and a lush head of brown curls. I watch has she turns around and I swear my heart just stopped, she has got to be the mot beautiful girl I have ever seen, she is wearing a very short white skirt, one that my mother would not class as a skirt, and a extremely tight black tank, that shows off quite a lot of her (from what I can see) well toned abs, those lush brown curls frame her amazingly beautiful face perfectly and are highlighted by red streaks in the front, she is not close enough for me to see the colour of her eyes, but I imagine she is possibly even more stunning up close, I watch as she walks past Aiden's truck towards school, oh my god those legs are amazing, I am slightly jealous of the definition in them, from what I can see from my vantage point, I dance and I don't have legs like that, I lift my gaze up just in time to see her pass Aiden on his way back to me, I watch as he passes and turns and to make sure he gets a good look at her, god he is such a guy, oh wait that exactly what I have jus been doing, I laugh out loud at my own musings.
"What's so funny?" Aiden asks as he gets in the car
"Oh nothing, just realising how gay I am." he just laughs.
I hand him his keys "Come on, take me for my coffee. And you are paying"
"Fine, fine I will pay."
"That's my boy." I say as I lean up and give him a kiss on the cheek.
"Did you manage to clean my locker off?" I ask
"Yea Spence, don't worry I got it all off." he says has he pulls out of the parking lot. God I love that boy
Ok so I think that sucks! Let me know if I should continue or delete this thing! Thanx