I sit and stare at your picture. Do you ever miss me? Do you even remember me? I wish I knew even that much. You never call me. Do you know how much a call from you - from any of the ex-Animorphs - would matter to me? I miss you all - do any of you miss me? None of you ever write. I feel isolated, even with my new life and my huge apartment. I feel isolated, even though I have new friends. But I could never replace you, even if one day I could move past them. First time I saw you Every time the phone rings, my heart leaps to my throat. I wonder if possibly, when I pick it up, I will hear your voice on the other end of the line. I remember every detail of our relationship. Have you forgotten it? Have you tried to put it behind you? I did try, make no mistake. I tried to completely erase your memory, but I failed. I see your face in my memory and in the picture I hold before me. It still hurts, the fact that we went our separate ways. Does it hurt you? When I wanted to forget you, I even tried to replace you. But no one could ever take your place. I've learned this lesson, finally, but it has taken a long, long time. We move on The rain patters on my windowsill. The dark, fog-covered streets below me have almost no people treading them, but the cars' horns are still honking. For some absurd reason, I look down to see what is happening. There is a somewhat gruesome wreck below. Ambulances are just arriving, and a limp form is being dragged out of a car that looks almost like yours. I strain to make out the face, but it is too far away. And it couldn't be you. Could it? I'll sit and laugh with friends The next day, there is a call. As always, my heart leaps to my throat. When I pick up, I hear a strange voice that I don't recognize. And slowly, it shatters my world. "...just came to see you," I hear when I finally recollect my thoughts. I manage to stutter out a reply, but never can remember exactly what I said. We hang up. We move on I pick up the picture now, tears sliding down my cheeks. Perhaps...just perhaps...you did care. But now you are gone. I look outside my window again. The site of the wreck is completely cleared now. There is no evidence of it. Rain still pours, making it almost impossible to see anything. The only thing that pounds harder than the rain is my tears. Baby I still miss you
We move on
Put those dreams away
Thinking that we'll find them
Come some rainy day
I knew I would love you
Half way through sophomore year
I finally asked your name
When I kissed you
I lost my heart completely
All we wanted
Was just to stay that way
Put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them
Come some rainy day
How could I know
That everything would change
Except the way I miss you
Come some rainy day
At what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath
When someone mentions you
Put those dreams away
Come some rainy day
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