A/N: Not the best thing I've ever written. I found it in my drawer o' fics and thought I'd post is before I threw the papers away. Let me know what you think of it.

Lament Of Avondale –

By red-rose-priestess

Cruel bastard. I tell him how I feel and he laughs. He actually laughed right in my face. What was I thinking? How could I think, us being friends, that I could love him.

If your gonna rip my heart out

Damn rat. This is all his fault. I wouldn't be feeling like this, and I wouldn't be considering what I am.

Could you use a knife that's dull and rusts in color.

They say suicide is the coward's way out. Well I say fuck that. It takes a brave person to slit their throat. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to be considered brave for what I'm about to do.

Once I die, there will be no way that you can cover that scar. It's hard, I know.

I just don't see a point in living anymore. I think this is best.

And if I get a little blood on you….

I wonder if he'll even care. Will he be happy?

Finally the world will know you're guilty.

I hope he'll realize it's his fault. That he drove me to it.

Know your guilty of taking everything you've gotten from me.

I find it all very ironic. Maybe he will too. He wanted me to kill myself, I'm sure.

No heart. It's hard, I know.

I sort of wish I could cause him some pain. It would never be as much as what I feel.

Mighty King of Avondale.

I just can't let this go.

Real life ain't no fairy tale

I just thought you should know.

Okay here it goes. The dagger to my chest and push it swiftly to it's destination.

And when your finished with the surgery, I really hope you turn to me.

Oh Kami what have I done? I can't describe what's happening, not at all. All I know is the pain. It hurts so much. I can't breathe past it.

Tell me all about the fun you had.

Damn you Yuki. This is for you. Why couldn't you say you loved me?

When you were cutting up, you were cutting up.

I'm starting to fade. I regret everything and nothing. Someone comes in the room and I sigh my last breath. Good-bye.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I knocked on Kyo's door which was partly open. He doesn't answer, so I open it to find a horrible sight. There he lay in a pool of blood. A note was clutched in his hand.

I scream at the sight of the beautiful boy's body, a knife straight into his heart. I rush forward and throw myself on his form.

"Kyo, Kyo, please don't be dead."

I try to check for a pulse, knowing there will be none.

I begin to sob and stroke the cat's gorgeous. Pale, and calm. Unlike him entirely.

I pry the note from his hand as tears run down my face. It reads:

Living like a fairytale

The Mighty King of Avondale

It all went to his head, this royalty

I stuck a knife into his back.

Inventiveness is what I lack.

He's always hanging up on loyalty.

I love you Yuki. This is your fault.

-Kyo

I scream in distress because I know. I know this is my fault. What have I done?

Song Lyrics Credit To Yellowcard. The song is called, Avondale. It's awesome, check it out.