I'm back! Well. I had this idea to write a multi-chapter, following the boys from pre-k, up until where they are now. Meaning, where they are, filming wise, going on tours, and concerts, interviews, and special appearances. This is going to be slash, and because I feel the most comfortable writing them, it'll eventually be Kames/Cargan. Just keep that in mine. It won't happen until around, 7th or 8th grade, but even then, it'll be experimenting with this whole new thing. So yeah. This chapter is just to get it started. I'll update as soon as I possibly can, and I really hope you enjoy it! I know a lot of people have written stories like this, and I'm gonna try my hardest not to sound like something so predictable. :]

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the things that have been mentioned in this story. Unfortunately, I don't own Big Time Rush either. That would be nice.

Shout outs; BIG shout out to Alex (One Man Writing Games) who's a big inspiration with all my Kames stories and what not. We share a mutual love for them, and I just think she deserves a huge shout out on this one. All of her stuff is such an inspiration.

The Savage Soul, who has been one of my biggest supporters. She's such a good person, and always has nothing but kind words to say. Thanks sweetheart!

This one's for you guys. I love you.

"But mommy, what if I don't know anybody?"

4 year old James Diamond sat in his mother's lap, as she finished pulling his tee shirt over his head, fixing the stray hairs that had moved from their place on his head. She leaned forward, pressing a delicate kiss to his head, hugging him. She picked him up, bringing him over to his racecar bed, laying him down before pulling the blankets up to his chest, sitting beside him on the edge. "Honey, Logan's gonna be in your class, remember? Everything is gonna be okay."

"I-I'm not sure if I wanna go to school just yet. What if nobody likes me?"

"They're gonna love you, James. What's not to love?"

James smiled, holding his arms open, wrapping his mother in a hug. She leaned down, embracing his arms, as he clung on, for what seemed to be, dear life. She sighed, pulling back, wiping the hair from his eyes. "Goodnight mommy."

"Goodnight my Jamie bear."

Mrs. Diamond leaned down, placing a soft kiss to her son's forehead, before getting up off the bed, walking over to turn on his nightlight. She walked to the door, stepping into the hallway before she heard a faint call. "Mommy?"

"Yes, James?"

"I love you."

She smiled, staring at his angelic face in the faint life. "I love you too, baby. Go to sleep, okay? I promise it'll be alright."

James nodded back, turning his head into his pillow before closing his eyes. Mrs. Diamond stared contently at her son, smiling as a single tear slipped down her cheek. She walked out of his bedroom, closing the door behind him, before walking into her bedroom, slipping into bed beside her husband.

James' hand tightened around his mom's as he walked in to his preschool classroom, looking around at a different surrounding. He looked over at all the different areas they had, trying to find something at least a little bit enjoyable about this new place. He spotted a library, a block area, an art area, a playhouse, and a big carpet in the middle of the room. His eyes drifted over, and spotted a brown haired boy in a white lab coat, and immediately smiled, realizing who it was. "Logie!"

The boy turned around, smiling while he took his coat off and ran over to James. "Hi Jamie! I was wondering when you were coming to school! Hi Mrs. Diamond!"

Mrs. Diamond looked down and smiled. "Hey there, Logie. Where's your mommy?"

"She left already cause she had to go to work. Come on, Jamie, let's go play!"

James smiled weakly, holding onto his mom's hand a little bit tighter. He felt her squeeze back, as she knelt down beside him, turning his small body to look at her. "Go play, honey, I'll be back soon, okay? You don't need to worry. Logan will take good care of you."

James relaxed as he wrapped his small arms around her neck, kissing her cheek. "Bye mommy. I love you."

She, in return, wrapped her arms around him, sweeping his small feet off the floor. "I love you too, Jamie bear." She kissed his cheek, before setting him down on his feet, watching as Logan took his hand, leading him over to the playhouse. She turned on her heels, pushing the door open, and watched through the window as James looked up from whatever was occupying him, and waved at her.

*Art*

"Jamie, come sit by me!"

James smiled, walking over to sit beside Logan at their assigned table, picking up a crayon and began coloring on the piece of paper in front of him. He began drawing a few things that he thought his mom would like to see when she came to pick him up. He drew his favorite comb that was given to him for his birthday, his favorite toy car, and was in the middle of drawing a puppy when a piece of a crayon hit him in the head. "Ow!"

"Oh, I'm sowwy!" He looked up, holding his head and locked eyes with a small Latino boy wearing a hockey helmet. "The piece of cwayon bwoke off and I didn't see where it landed. I didn't mean it."

James smiled. "It's okay. M-my name's James."

The other boy smiled right back. "I'm Cawlos! Let's be fwiends!"

Logan smiled at the two, as James looked over at him, beaming wide and proud that he had made a new friend all on his own. Carlos tapped the blonde boy sitting next to him, whispering something in his ear, his smile fading a little as the blonde boy's shoulder's shook slightly. James stood up, walking over to the blonde. He tapped him on the shoulder, the boy looking up, his green eyes watering. "What's wrong?"

The blonde sniffled. "I-I miss my mommy."

James smiled softly, putting an arm around the shaking boy's shoulder. "Your mommy will be back. I miss my mommy too, but my mommy told me that she'll be back soon to pick me up. Your mommy will be back to pick you up too."

The boy smiled. "I'm K-Kendall."

"I'm James. Let's be friends." he said with a smile. Kendall nodded.

He walked back over to where he was originally, across from Kendall and Carlos and next to Logan. He looked over at Logan, who was concentrating on his drawing, then at Carlos and Kendall, who seemed to ease up a little bit. For someone who didn't want to go to school with a fear of nobody liking him, he was doing a pretty good job at making new friends.

*Recess*

Logan sat quietly on the bench next to the playground, his first aid kit beside him as he read his new issue of his 'Highlights' magazine, when out of nowhere he heard someone start crying. His head shot up and spotted Carlos, sitting on the grass, holding his arm, tears streaking his tanned cheeks. His helmet was lying next to him on the ground, which seemed odd because Carlos had been talking during lunch about how he never took his helmet off. Logan sat beside him as Kendall and James just looked at each other, clueless of what to do.

"What happened, Carlos?"

"I-I was w-wunning when I twipped and got a boo boo on my awm."

"It's okay, Carlos, let me see."

Carlos winced, extending his arm to have Logan take his hand and look at his elbow. It had a small cut, that was only bleeding a little bit, and he smiled. "Wait here, I'll go get a band aid." Logan sprinted off, running to his bench to grab his first aid kit and was back in a second. He opened it, pulling out a spray bottle, a tissue, and a band aid. "I'm gonna spray this on the cut, so it don't get 'fected, so it might hurt a little."

Logan picked up the bottle, holding Carlos' arm out and sprayed a little on his cut. Carlos yelped, taking his arm back. "That huwt!"

"That means that it's working, Carlos. Your arm is gonna be better, but it has to hurt first before it feels better."

Carlos sniffled again, tears once again running down his cheeks. Logan wiped off the liquid and the blood that was on his arm, pealing the band aid from the wrapper, and applying it to Carlos' arm. The raven haired boy sniffled, wiping his eyes with his other hand. "All better?"

"K-kinda. C-Can you k-kiss it to make it awl better?"

Logan smiled, leaning down to place a soft peck to the band aid covering Carlos' cut. Carlos smiled, standing up immediately, picking his helmet up and putting it back on. He tapped it twice, and took off running towards the playground to play with the other kids. Logan watched, a huge smile plastered on his face.

*Naptime*

"J-James?"

James' soft hazel eyes fluttered open to the sound of a voice calling his name. He was embraced with darkness, turning his head to find Kendall looking at him, his eyes glassy. "Yeah Kendall?" he whispered.

"C-Can I ask you s-something?"

James nodded, turning onto his side to look at Kendall, scooting closer so they didn't have to talk too loud. "Do you ever get s-scared of the dark?"

"Y-yes, I have to sleep with a night light." James' face blushed, he'd never told anybody he had slept with a night light before. Kendall smiled, his body relaxing a little bit more, knowing there was someone else who was scared like him. Kendall shifted over, bringing his blanket and his pillow with him, moving closer to James. "I-I'm glad we're friends, James."

"Me too, Kendall. We'll be friends forever, okay?"

"Pinky promise?"

Kendall held out his hand, his pinky extended forward toward James. The brunette smiled, linking his pinky with the blondes, whispering as they both nodded off to sleep, "pinky promise."

Woo, first chapter is DONE :) I know it's kind of short, but I think I'll do a couple of chapters of preschool first before I write Kindergarten, then first grade, second grade, ect. It follows the characters on the show, not in real life.

A/N: I just wanted to say, I know so many people ask me why I 'pair the guys up when they're not even gay.' Please, keep in mind that I don't pair the real life guys together. They've all made it pretty clear that they're all straight and are into girls. Whenever I write slash, I always use the last names of the show's characters. My dirty mind likes to think that Kendall Knight and James Diamond do naughty things to each other behind closed doors. Obviously, Kendall Schmidt and James Maslow are both straight and very well into girls.

Thanks for taking the time to read this, I know you're bored by now. I'll try my best to get chapter two up when I have it written. Leave reviews! xx