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A/N: okay here is a sequel to I Hate Hospitals requested by my one reviewer for that story madcloisfan. Hey this story is for you! I hope it's not too awful and that you like it!
A/N: Thoughts in italics
Today had been crazy. Dealing with the Trio…honestly she just thought they would be demons of some kind, especially with that name. But nope, the Trio had to be human, just a bunch of geeks. Plus Jonathon from high school had been one of them. She saved that little twerp twice now, and then this happens.
But maybe it was for the best. Now she realizes she doesn't want to die, she wants to live. So she goes to Spike to explain. She enters the cemetery and knocks on his crypt. He opens it, shirtless, with a look of shock on his face.
'Shirtless yummy Spike…No! Bad Buffy! Apologize'
"Ya gonna stand there all night Slayer?"
He steps back and lets her enter. Putting on his shirt, he waits for her to speak…or kiss him.
'Not every day the Slayer knocks on my crypt instead of just barging in'
"Spike," Buffy said, his name being spoken bringing him out of his thoughts.
"Yeah Slayer, what's on your mind?"
"I…" she took a deep breath, "I…"
"Would you just spit it out Slayer?"
"Please don't call me that."
"Okay… Buffy what's on
"Imsorry," she says so quickly and quietly that he's not sure if he heard her right.
"What was that?"
She looks at him, "I'm sorry." She says it so sincerely that he's gob smacked for a minute.
"Luv, don't be. I took you-
"I used you. I wanted to die, so I used you. I know vampires can be rough during sex."
"Did a bit of the rough and tumble with Angelus that one night huh?"
Her breath catches for a moment, remembering that night.
"Sorry pet, bad memories huh?"
"Good and bad, both at the same time."
"Didn't mean to bring that up, forget I said anything. Go on."
"Well you could get rough during sex and kill me, but I don't want to die. Not anymore."
"That the only reason you stopped by tonight?"
'Just say it'
"I can't be with you."
His demon roared, but William wanted to cry. "Why? Just give me one good reason."
She opens her mouth and pours out her heart. "I want to love you, but if I let myself love you I'll just go back to craving death when you leave."
He shakes his head, "I'm not leaving."
"Everyone leaves. After leaving heaven…I can't take the emptiness of leaving…of being left, not anymore."
He pulls her into his arms, just holding her as she fights to keep herself form crying. He tells her, "I'm not leaving. I've got forever Buffy and if it takes forever to convince you that I mean it, then forever it will be."
She relaxes in his arms. He kisses her head and takes her downstairs to his bed to sleep.
"Spike?" she whispers as he lays her down.
"Not going anywhere luv, remember?"
"Kay," she says before falling asleep, her last thought being 'Is this a fairy tale ending? My happy ever after? Who knows? But I can't wait to find out'