I'm taking a break from Soldiers of Fear, but I'm still working on it, I just got writer's block. Well this is a multiple deathfic, you just have to guess who it is, just kidding, it's revealed. I'm rating it R because it has suicide and death.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam wing, and never will.
The Smile of Death
Trowa Barton was walking along the pier, thinking to
himself about what has become of him in his life. Catherine had been killed in a circus accident, she had been
enjoying the summer sun, when unnoticed a lion had mysteriously escaped and was
stalking her. Trowa had seen it all, he
called to his sister trying to warn her and when she did turn around, the lion
jumped her tearing her apart, the other circus officials came with guns and
shot the lion, leaving two dead corpses on the floor. Trowa reached his sister holding her mangled body, and in the
first time for what seemed his entire life cried.
After
the 'accident' Trowa had quit the circus and just stayed with Quatre at his
mansion, but Trowa soon left that place because, he didn't want to become a
burden on Quatre. Duo and Hilde let him
stay with them, but he left there soon too. Wufei and Heero were working with the Preventers going around doing
assignments, and the only one out of them all, the one who was busy all the
time helped him. Relena
Peacecraft. When Relena had heard what
happened she put all her meeting to the side and came to see him. Trowa could still remember that meeting like
yesterday.
*Flashback*
"
Trowa!" Relena exclaimed hugging him crying, Catherine had been the second
sister to Relena, when Noin was busy doing other things, which was all the time
now.
"
Hi Relena." Trowa said holding her to him, silently crying inside.
"
Trowa I'm sorry. I understand."
"
How can you understand? Your brother never died, you never lost someone close
to you!" To put it bluntly, Relena stepped back and slapped him across the
face.
" I
did lose someone close to me, I lost my Father, I lost my Mother who just died
two months ago, I lost to many friends to war, and here you are saying that I
never lost anyone close to me, how dare you Trowa Barton." Relena said crying. Trowa Mentally slapped himself harder than
Relena had slapped him. All Trowa had
done after that was hugged Relena close to him, and cry silently in her hair.
*End
Flashback*
Trowa
remembered after that Relena and him had become best friends, they were always
talking, but when they were around the others they wouldn't talk, just act like
normal, for him normal was staying silent, and for her, always flashing that
fake smile on her face.
Then
something horrible had befallen on Trowa, Relena had been killed at a
conference he was attending as her escort.
*Flashback*
"…And
now ladies and Gentlemen, I have come to you today…" Relena said beginning her
speech. Trowa could sense something was
wrong, but he couldn't place it. The
speech had gone on for fifteen minutes when he notice someone on the balcony
looking at Relena, then pulling out a sniper rifle, he couldn't reach her time,
the sniper had targeted her fast, then he shot her in the chest to the right of
her heart. People had started screaming
and scrambling to get out of the room, Trowa was left behind with a dying
Relena; he carried her out of the room and called an ambulance.
"
Tro…Trowa." He heard Relena whisper.
"
Hey Relena, I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere, you'll be just fine."
"
Stop lying to me Trowa Barton, I know I'm gonna die." Trowa looked at her in
shock.
"
No your not Relena, you'll live, you have to live." Trowa still couldn't hear any sirens.
"
Trowa," Relena said crying," I know, I feel I'm dying Trowa, I'm just sorry I
couldn't say this to you sooner, I love you Trowa." Trowa's breath caught in
throat and looked at Relena tears falling.
"
Then don't leave me." Trowa leaned over
and kissed her. Trowa still didn't hear
any sirens coming.
"
I'm sorry Trowa, I love you." Then Relena breathed her last, and went limp in
Trowa's arms. Trowa stayed there crying
over her, till he felt someone's hand on his shoulder, he looked up and saw
everyone else there.
"
Where were you?!" Trowa screamed in anger at them. The faces of all of them changed to sadness and guilt.
"
Trowa we're sorry," Quatre said looking at him, they didn't even realized that
Trowa was holding someone till he moved and picked up Relena's limp body from
off the floor, the room was immediately
was engulfed in sobbing. Noin was
crying in Zechs's shirt, Sally just had a shocked face not even realizing that
she had tears streaming down her face. The rest of the Gundam pilots were shocked. Heero was just looking at her with a sad face, Wufei went into a
corner so as not to show his ultimate weakness, tears. Quatre was crying his heart out.
"
Here she is Zechs take good care of her." Then Trowa handed Relena's body to
Zechs and walked off leaving behind a very sad faced group.
*End
Flashback*
Relena's
funeral had been huge, but Trowa did not attend, he knew the others were
looking for him, but he stayed in the shadows. When the huge crowd had left the cemetery, he went up to the freshly dug
grave and knelt down, putting a single rose there, a white rose. Then he stood up and left, mumbling
something like.
"
I'll be with you soon, my sister, and my lover." Then he walked out of the
cemetery.
Now
here he was, in his apartment that he bought two weeks after Relena's death,
looking at sleeping pills, whiskey, and a knife. He took out a pen and paper sitting down at his desk and started
writing.
Dear Everybody,
I know what you guys are thinking, three deaths in
only a year, and they were of your closest friends too. Well life comes to an end anyway. But the only thing is that I will be with
two of my closest family I ever had. My
sister Catherine, My best friend turned lover Relena, and now I will join them
both in death. Well I have to go
now, My life is coming to an end.
Signed with
deepest sorrow and happiness,
Trowa Barton
*Trowa's POV
I
put the letter in an envelope and sealed it, I walked over to the three things
that I had laid upon my bed and picked them up then I walked back to my desk
and put them on it, thinking which one will I do first, the sleeping pills, the
whiskey, or the knife. I decide on the
whiskey first, then the sleeping pills, then I would cut my wrists.
I
have now consumed half of the whiskey bottle and half of the sleeping pills,
with the last of my strength, I call Lady Une.
"
Hello?"
" Hi
Lady Une, I've come to say goodbye, I'm now drinking whiskey with sleeping
pills." I said bluntly
"
WHAT!! Trowa you can't do this. Please
stop." Lady Une said trying to hold
back tears.
"
Too late, good bye Lady Une." Then I
hang up.
I
Take the knife in my hands and run them deep over my wrists, watching the blood
fall, I walk to my bed and collapsed on it holding a picture, then soon I feel
darkness overcoming me, " Soon." I whisper to the room, then everything goes
dark.
*End Trowa's POV*
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
The other four Gundam pilots found
Trowa's body the next morning, he had a smile on his face, he was also holding
a picture of him Relena and Catherine taken when Relena had found the time to
make it to the circus. He was buried
next to his sister and next to Relena. When they had found his note, they found the thing to move on, but no
one forgot Trowa Barton, Relena Peacecraft, and Catherine Bloom.
Owari.
*~*~*~*~*~*~**
Yardat Sama: I was depressed
when I wrote this, so don't flame me! Read and Review!!