Disclaimer: This is what that post it in a jar inspired me to do. Therefore I do not own Rookie Blue but rather owe it all the credit in the world for this quick little piece
There it was. She had written that letter and stuck it to the inside of her reusable water bottle. The one they gave her when she started at the academy, the one she'd told Sam meant the world to her, the one that Luke hadn't mentioned he'd notice. That's how Sam would know how important this note was and Luke wouldn't ever realize she'd sent it. Filling it with water she stuck it in the freezer, putting Sam on ice again next to her previous attempt.
She had written it and figured out how to get it to Sam without Luke noticing. Now all she had to do was work up the nerve to go through with her plan.
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Sam,
I know that you will think this is ridiculous but hear me out. Well okay read me out because this is a letter that you're reading. Don't tell me to stop over thinking this either because I'm not – I'm just trying to make this as realistic as possible. I can't tell you these things but you need to know them. You need to know why your name is on ice in my fridge and why this note is on ice in a water bottle on your porch.
I told you that I always choose the wrong guy. I told you that I don't date cops and I told you that I couldn't date you. All these things are true, for now. If my track record holds up then I chose wrong again when I picked Luke instead of picking you. He's also a detective and obviously not you so I still haven't lied to you about any of those things.
Here's where we get to the part that's important. The part you need to know. I didn't choose you because I knew, as soon as I found out that I'd screwed up your undercover work, that I can't handle you being the wrong choice. I thought you were hot when you were a dealer but once I found out you were actually a cop I knew. You are the 'bad boy' I have always been attracted to but you also happen to be the good guy I have always wanted to end up with. I swore I would never date a cop. Look at how awful and screwed up my life has been because my dad was a cop. That's why I couldn't date you then.
I have to finish things with Luke but I can't yet. I have to ride this train wreck until the end. I need you to still be there when it's all over with because that's the only way I can convince my mind to trust my heart. It's not fair that you have to be on ice in my freezer and wrong of me to ask you this, particularly via a frozen water bottle but there isn't another way. The situation is what it is. I want you to be there when this is over but I'll understand if you aren't or if you tell me that it's now or never.
Andy
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Okay, the deed was done. She had only to wait for a phone call from Sam telling her no dice, he wouldn't help her. Then she'd know that it had all been a stupid idea and she wouldn't have to risk her heart any more than she had already done. If she didn't get that call, she'd have to wait for things to run their course with Luke and hope that Sam would be there like he always was. Right now, she wasn't sure which option she wanted more.
A/N: It's kinda funny how these things seem to write themselves. I have an idea on what would happen next but I don't know how Sam should react. Let me know if you think I should go on and if Sam should wait. Also, the breaks between the letter and the other text have meaning to them. If you can figure it out, I will give you a cookie :) Thanks for reading and Thank you very much for reviewing!