A.N: In this fanfic, Roxas is indeed a woman. I am not very good at the whole yaoi thing just yet and I really wanted an AkuRoku fic on my list. I hope you enjoy this though despite my gender changing.
Disclaimer: All rights go to Square Enix and Disney(I believe.) none owned by yours truly.
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I have a heart. I know I do, for if I didn't I wouldn't have these feelings for him.
Welcome to Organization XII, Roxas- keyblade's chosen one.
I love his attitude, his fiery personality that matches his hair so perfectly.
I'm Axel. One of the greatest people you'll ever meet!
His presence captivates me, such an ego, yet he has such kindness in him. Before I knew it I started looking forward to my missions with him.
Damn, Roxas! Do you have to act like such a girl all the time! Oh right, you are a girl.
His eyes are as deep as the hole in our hearts and they are filled with a bright green that holds me prisoner. I love how he looks, how he feels.
If you had been paying attention princess, we wouldn't have gotten into this mess in the first place.
He blames me for every little problem and never takes responsibility. When I take the brunt of the punishment, he apologizes and tries his hardest to make me smile. I do, in the end.
Did you think I wouldn't help you? Dammit, Roxas! I would never leave you in the hole that I dug. In the end I'd pull you out.
Even when I think myself unimportant, he lives to prove me wrong. Always telling me differently and aiding my wounded soul.
Come on Roxas, without you I would be stuck partnered with Demyx. God knows he's a bitch to work with. You're my bud.
Attraction could be used to describe what we felt after a while, but I think it goes much deeper than that. My "heart" told me otherwise when he smiled at me in just that way.
You know you get this really adorable blush when you're mad. I think it's sexy. Truthfully, I would get you mad just to see it.
During the gatherings my eyes would linger to him, as thoughts betrayed my outer shell. He would twitch as if boredom made his energy heighten.
Geez, does Marluxia ever get straight to the point. I think my eyelids weighed two tons by the end of his "little" report.
I truly loved him, even when I had made the decision to leave, he stood by me.
I would miss you. I don't think living would be the same without you to straighten me out, Rox. Please, don't go.
It was the first time we made love that he told me he loved me. I could never forget it. In that one moment, I knew I had a heart. If I didn't my chest would not have hurt so much to leave.
Roxas, it doesn't matter what all the others say, I think you're incredible. You're charming, strict yet rebellious, and your eyes shine in just that way when you're happy. Rox, I think I love you.
When I hadn't remembered him, I felt sorrow even then when I saw his eyes cloud with grief.
You truly don't remember do you? I guess that's to be expected. I didn't plan for it to hurt so much.
My heart broke when we fought, the pain of his blades, and the heat of the burns. Why did I have to fight him?
Stupid, just because you have an afterlife. Well, guess it can't be helped.
It was when he started to vanish that I heard his words. So softly spoken, compared to the battle cries he had recently called. I stared into those green eyes, the ones that controlled my soul, and he smiled at me.
I'll still love ya, Rox. No matter what they say.
In a dream we were together again. Our bodies and minds were one again and all that sorrow was gone. I could hear his heavy breath, feel his laughter and taste his fire.
Well, serves you right for forgetting me, Roxas. You never could remember things all that clearly. You're always so serious about the job.
I cried for hours after waking only to find myself whole again with Sora. Yet still, I was empty. I still remember his voice, his touch, his fire. I loved him, even though they said I had no heart, I loved him. I always will.
Never could live without me could you. Don't worry. You'll always have me around.
In the end, I still felt sad. Axel was gone and me…well I was whole. I guess Axel was right; just because I had an afterlife, didn't mean he had one too. That hurt the most, the knowing I would never see him again.
Roxas, I swear, you act like such a girl. Doesn't matter if you are one, you should know by now one important thing…
I know without a doubt that we, Nobodies, have hearts. He loves me. That right there is proof enough.
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A.N: Gods, I'm going to cry now. I got this idea when I was playing as Roxas in the beginning. My first thought was, "What if Roxas was a girl?" the next was, "Would he and Axel have a real relationship?" This sparked the fanfic. Alas I could have written this as M rated but I couldn't find the right material to make it. Oh Well! RXR! I hope you enjoyed it!