Secrets
Alec was laying on Magnus's couch. He thought about what Magnus had proposed to him. He wanted him to move in with him. He said it would allow him to see his wonderful boyfriend more often. Alec didn't know what to do. He knew if he moved in with Magnus he would be expected to have sex with him eventually. He knew he couldn't give himself to Magnus because he wasn't worth it. Magnus was amazing whereas he was a stupid child. He didn't deserve to even be with Magnus. Not after what had happened with Izzy. He had been thinking for over two hours when he fell asleep.
He had been in his room when there was a knock at the door. When he opened it he was surprised to see Izzy's boyfriend, Igno.
"Um... Izzy's not here right now but she should be back soon." Alec was trying to figure out why Igno was at his door of all places.
"I'm not here for Isabelle." Igno entered his room and grabbed Alec's wrists.
"Ouch! Let go, please? You're..." Alec was cut off when Igno shoved his tongue down his throat.
Igno started to push him toward the bed. He shoved him down and got on top of him. He could feel himself get hard against Alec. Well, if Isabelle wasn't here he'd take the next best thing. He kissed Alec and felt Alec go stiff and refuse to coraporate with him. He held himself up with one hand while keeping Alec trapped. SMACK! He hit him as hard as he could. When he started to see the red hand shape turn into a bruise he lowered himself back down. "If you don't do what I want you'll get worse than that." He smiled when he heard Alec whimper. "Hold still."
He felt himself shake when he felt Igno's hands on his waist. Oh god, he didn't want to do this. He started praying. Please God, please make him stop! When his hand reached the snap on his pants he knew that Igno wouldn't stop. He felt the denim slide down his legs. He was scared. It wasn't supposed to be like this. He was now out of his shirt and his pants. Igno pulled his boxers down and threw them off to the side. He felt so vunerable and tried to cover himself up. When he did Igno slapped him again and flipped him over onto his stomach with his butt in the air. He heard the zip of a zipper and then felt something hard on his rear. Suddenly there was a sharp pain. It got worse with each thrust Igno did. He wanted him to stop. He even begged him to stop but each time he said something he ended up getting slapped. Right as Igno came Izzy walked into the room. Igno quicky rolled over so that Alec was on top of him. Izzy ran out of the room. Igno finally pulled out and left Alec bleeding and crying. He was only fifteen.
"Hey! Alec, are you ok?"
Alec woke up to Magnus's sexy voice. His eyes were unfocused from his nap, but he could tell that Magnus was worried. It wasn't till then that he realized he was sweating. "Yeah just had a bad dream is all."
"Are you sure?" Magnus saw Alec nod his head, but he couldn't help but think that he was hiding something from him. So he just wrapped his arms around his boyfriend and did the best he could do to sooth him. Whatever he had dreamt had greatly disturbed him. That much was obvious. Magnus couldn't stop from hoping that one day Alec would trust him enough to let him inside his most private thoughts.