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What Is Not Dead

She haunts me from within
From the future.
What is not dead haunts the dead.
And maybe that's why I hate her.
I mean to say--
I don't hate her, I didn't mean that.
I mean to say--
She haunts me from within
And now from without as well,
And there's some unfairness in that.
Unfairness in everything she thinks is hers.

I know that, when people die
They go on being dead. Their souls rest.
The hearts of the loved ones left behind
Are meant to rest as well.

But is it so wrong, is it so wrong,
that if I can't find that peace,
That no one else should, either?

I shouldn't begrudge them that.
I shouldn't.

But I do.