Chapter 1
"Junior,I need you to relax for me, take a deep breath,that's it"a voice says calmly,rubber gloved hand on my side. I have no clue what is happening, but I do know i'm frightened, as tears streak my pale cheeks. I know I shouldn't cry, I should be tough, and a tough 18 year old doesn't cry, but my lower body is saturated in blood, and all I can see is white tiles lining the ceiling. "shh, it's alright sweetheart, we'll take care of you, easy"a female voice says, blue eyes staring into mine as she gently strokes my cheek. No one has called me sweet heart in a long, time the last person to call me that was my mom, and that was over 4 years ago. A wet cloth strokes my upper thighs and my knees as the nurse starts to clean me up, another figure who I can assume is the doctor, moves towards the counter behind me getting some gloves, because the orignal pair he had was bloody. The doctor get's behind me and the nurse gently pulls my left leg up to my chest. Suddenly I feel a little pressure from behind me, but I feel more pain than anything. Then it's over and they roll me on my back, the doctor whispers something to the nurse and then leaves. The nurse stays though and she starts to talk to me, "Junior, do you remember what happened", "i don't , all I remember is feeling dizzy and the next thing I know I wake up here, do you know whats wrong with me"i say, "that's ok, i'll let the doctor tell you later, but honestly we don't know what's wrong with you right now, but i'll tell you as soon as I know, do you mind if I finish getting you undressed"she asks, "yeah, thats fine, if my dad gets here can you keep him out for awhile, i'm tired right now"i say, "i'll try, no promises"she says.
Very gently, she starts to remove my top, and then my boxers the rest of the way down my slender hips. She then puts my gown on, and ties it in the back. Right as she get's ready to take my temperture, she get's called away, something about a boy and how he's not breathing. They pull him into the room beside me, and I see them put him on a gurney and start to open his mouth before the curtain closes and I can't see anything after that. Lying there I start to remember what hapenned, and my guilt starts to eat at me as I start to nod off.
Flashback Few hours before
"no get off of me, get the hell off of me"he screams as my hands wrap around his neck, "that slut had enough nerve to break my heart, so I don't have a choice, I need to take what means the most her"I say as I contiune to squeeze his neck. Eventually he loses conciousnes, his body going limp in my arms as I pick him up and put him in the tub, devoid of water. At first I don't feel guilty, not when I clean my hands to get rid of his blood, that happened when I cut him, not when I leave, locking the door behind, not even when I get in the car and start driving. I get further and further down the long black asphalt, when I suddenly get dizzy. I know it's not safe for me to be driving, so I pull over to the side of the road, and as soon as the car stops I reach for my phone but I lose conciousness. I don't know how long i'm out there but at one point I gain conciousness, albeit breifley. A car pulls up to the side of my car, a person get's out, and they come to my window. "Sir you ok, Shit, Junior"the voice says, I know that voice anywhere, it's that jerk Barbie. I don't have any energy to move to unlock the door, so Barbie shatters the passenger side window and unlocks the door. Barbie pulls me out of the veichle and carries me to his car, he puts me in the front seat and I lose conciousness once again.
End of Flashback.