God.
By Sve.
"Oh God"
"There's no God in here, Young Master."
Sebastian ran his gloved fingers across my face, there was not God, neither love, it was animal, was raw, was everything what I needed at that moment.
When you wake up in the midnight, hard and alone, you need something, that something was a demon.
"Fuck me" I had said when the demon came through the door frame.
He didn't say a thing, his face pale as always, speechless as always, I wondered if he ever doubt about something. If he does, he doesn't show it.
"Yes, My Lord"
And it all started, again, there was not love, there was nothing, flesh on flesh, I closed my eyes when he started everything.
I knew it was going to hurt, Sebastian was going to be a perfect butler as always, but, he was a demon... as always.
No God, God, God, God. I wonder if he ever exist.
The first thrust was painful, as I remembered but the next was not like that. I wasn't good yet, but the pain was not in everywhere... as I remembered.
Sebastian didn't kiss me, I wondered why, but that was good with me, maybe if he kissed me I would open my eyes, but I didn't want to see, just feel.
"So good"
"Yes, Young Master"
The words. Sebastian talked, but he was in total control, his movements were perfect.
"Yes"
I was quite surprised when I hear a moan that sounded really femenine. That was really my voice? That really was my voice, filling the room with more sounds. Flesh, breath, moans, my moans.
A hand, that was not mine, the demon's hand between my thighs, touching me.
In the dark, with my eyes closed I saw Sebastian smirk, was beautiful in a painful way, inhuman.
No love, no God. So good.
I was so tainted, it didn't matter anymore, the feeling, the strongs arms, everything was totally out of place, so tainted, so sinful, so, so, so, as always.
Maybe it was a day, hours, or a minute, but when I came everything in the darkness became brilliant, so fuckin brilliant.
And then, I opened my eyes.
And everything was dark again.
Nothing but Sebastian and me. Nothing again.
Again pain.
Again perfect.
Again a butler.
Again a servant and a master.
Again, as always.
Again.
Again, and again, and there was not God... as always.
Fin.
Update: I tried to edit this story so is better now, not the story but the grammar and a few mistakes i made n.n
Say hi! My first story in English, mmmm i guess is not soooo bad XD.
Hope you read it, and leave a review, c'mon, my first fic in a different lenguage (I'm from Argentina, so, Spanish), you can really leave a review hehehehe.
So well I'm Sve, this is also my first Kuroshitsuji fanfic published ever, by now I'm also writing two other stories but in spanish, one, named TEG the other one already have not name.
If this fic ends in a good way, I mean, if you review it and like it, maybe I start a new one, something special I guess, something like a long oneshoot or twoshoot.
Well that's all, hope you like it.
See ya.
Sve