Suicide: Stories of Lost Innocence
This series is NOT meant to give ANYONE ideas. Its meant only to
let others know that ANYONE is capable of this act.
None of the chapters have anything to do with the other...think of it as AU within
itself.
I do not own Sailor Moon.
***************
Serena sat in the bathroom, staring at a bloody razor
blade. Her wrists and arms ached from where she had
just sliced them open. However, the emotional pain was
stronger. Tears welled up in her eyes as she remembered past
events that she felt led her to this point.
::Flashback::
"MOLLY!! HEY, MOLLY!!" Serena ran to catch up to her
red-headed friend, who seemed to be walking faster.
"Hey, Molly", Serena said, finally catching up with
her. "What's up? I don't see you around much any more."
Molly turned to face her 'friend'. "Shouldn't I be
asking where YOU'VE been", Molly asked Serena coldly.
"What did I do to make you so mad, Moll", Serena asked
her friend.
If looks could kill, Serena would have dropped dead,
then and there. "Don't call me 'Moll'. Only my 'friends'
can call me that."
Tears welled up into Serena's eyes. "What did I
do?"
"You're never here, Serena! I thought I was your so
called 'bestfriend', and you spend more time with that
priestess, than with me...and you two are always fighting!"
"Molly,... I'm sorry..." Serena began.
"I don't want to hear your excuses, Serena. Just leave
me alone." With that said, Molly turned to leave
Serena, tears streaking down both of their faces.
::Flashback 2::
"GODS, SAILOR MOON!! YOU'RE SO STUPID! WE COULD HAVE
BEEN KILLED", Mars yelled. "You're so irresponsible,
Serena!"
Tears fell from her eyes as Sailor Moon tried to
explain, "Mars, I'm sorry... I couldn't get to the
wand... the youma knocked out of my hand and I
couldn't get to it..." She was cut off by Jupiter.
"Don't give us your excuses, Sailor Moon. You need to
become more adult-like. I'm sorry, but it's the
truth..." Serena couldn't take any more.
"FINE", she yelled as loud as she could. "You don't
want me to be leader", she took her broach off and
threw it at Mars. "Take the stupid thing!
Congratulations, Mars! You're the new leader!" She
turned and ran into the night.
::Flashback 3::
"Darien, please",Serena pleaded, "you can't mean that..."
"I do Serena", Darien stated coldly. "It's over... LEAVE ME
ALONE!!!"
Tears ran down her face as she bowed her head in
shame. "I'm sorry Darien. If you want it to be over
and if you never want to see me again..."She paused to
look up at him, "you've got it." She turned to walk home...
alone.
::End flashbacks::
Serena now sat in the warm bath water. The razor blade
she played with, deciding her next move with it. Her
wrists continued to burn with every cut she made. Each
deeper than the one before. She looked over the white
envelope laying on the sink.
"Serena?" Although muffled, she knew the voice
belonged to Luna. "You need to hurry and get to bed.
Or you'll be late to class,...again." Tears streamed
down her face as she stared at the blade.
"Ok, Luna."
"That's my girl. Hurry, you don't need to catch a cold."
A pause... "Luna?" Serena asked her feline friend.
She could hear her guardian return to the door.
"Yes, Serena?"
"I love you..."
"I love you, too."
Serena cried one last time, before slicing her wrists
completely, and bled into the water...
This series is NOT meant to give ANYONE ideas. Its meant only to
let others know that ANYONE is capable of this act.
None of the chapters have anything to do with the other...think of it as AU within
itself.
I do not own Sailor Moon.
***************
Serena sat in the bathroom, staring at a bloody razor
blade. Her wrists and arms ached from where she had
just sliced them open. However, the emotional pain was
stronger. Tears welled up in her eyes as she remembered past
events that she felt led her to this point.
::Flashback::
"MOLLY!! HEY, MOLLY!!" Serena ran to catch up to her
red-headed friend, who seemed to be walking faster.
"Hey, Molly", Serena said, finally catching up with
her. "What's up? I don't see you around much any more."
Molly turned to face her 'friend'. "Shouldn't I be
asking where YOU'VE been", Molly asked Serena coldly.
"What did I do to make you so mad, Moll", Serena asked
her friend.
If looks could kill, Serena would have dropped dead,
then and there. "Don't call me 'Moll'. Only my 'friends'
can call me that."
Tears welled up into Serena's eyes. "What did I
do?"
"You're never here, Serena! I thought I was your so
called 'bestfriend', and you spend more time with that
priestess, than with me...and you two are always fighting!"
"Molly,... I'm sorry..." Serena began.
"I don't want to hear your excuses, Serena. Just leave
me alone." With that said, Molly turned to leave
Serena, tears streaking down both of their faces.
::Flashback 2::
"GODS, SAILOR MOON!! YOU'RE SO STUPID! WE COULD HAVE
BEEN KILLED", Mars yelled. "You're so irresponsible,
Serena!"
Tears fell from her eyes as Sailor Moon tried to
explain, "Mars, I'm sorry... I couldn't get to the
wand... the youma knocked out of my hand and I
couldn't get to it..." She was cut off by Jupiter.
"Don't give us your excuses, Sailor Moon. You need to
become more adult-like. I'm sorry, but it's the
truth..." Serena couldn't take any more.
"FINE", she yelled as loud as she could. "You don't
want me to be leader", she took her broach off and
threw it at Mars. "Take the stupid thing!
Congratulations, Mars! You're the new leader!" She
turned and ran into the night.
::Flashback 3::
"Darien, please",Serena pleaded, "you can't mean that..."
"I do Serena", Darien stated coldly. "It's over... LEAVE ME
ALONE!!!"
Tears ran down her face as she bowed her head in
shame. "I'm sorry Darien. If you want it to be over
and if you never want to see me again..."She paused to
look up at him, "you've got it." She turned to walk home...
alone.
::End flashbacks::
Serena now sat in the warm bath water. The razor blade
she played with, deciding her next move with it. Her
wrists continued to burn with every cut she made. Each
deeper than the one before. She looked over the white
envelope laying on the sink.
"Serena?" Although muffled, she knew the voice
belonged to Luna. "You need to hurry and get to bed.
Or you'll be late to class,...again." Tears streamed
down her face as she stared at the blade.
"Ok, Luna."
"That's my girl. Hurry, you don't need to catch a cold."
A pause... "Luna?" Serena asked her feline friend.
She could hear her guardian return to the door.
"Yes, Serena?"
"I love you..."
"I love you, too."
Serena cried one last time, before slicing her wrists
completely, and bled into the water...