Hey. This is story, what happend to me, two days ago. So I wrote what I feel.
And, I'm so sorry, but I won't continue, any of my stories, until I... deal with it.
Jade was sitting at cementary, looking at her best friend's gravestone. She sobbed quietly, and keep staring at this.
„You stupid egoist. How could you do that, to me?" Jade spoke finnaly. She wiped her tears away, with frustration.
„I miss you." She whispred. „I miss you so much, it burns me."
„I'm sorry, that happend. It's just don't make sense. Why you? Why did I survive, not you?"
„And I'm sorry I didn't tell you, how much you meant to me. And that I didn't tell you, how much I loved you."
„ You were like my sister."
„Without you, it's not the same. It's just feel… Empty. Do you know what I mean? It's just… Look at me. I'm a wreck. Or Tori. She doesn't leave her house, until she won't see, the rest of us. Andre and Beck are hanging on. Somehow. Well, they pretend to. Do you know, what they feel inside?"
„And Robbie… Oh, Robbie. He… He will never be the same anymore. It's like, he doesn't have his soul. Like you took this with you."
„It's just… It's like you were the life of our lives. Yeah, that's it. You pushed the lives into us."
„And, I can't do this anymore. I'm tired. Of… Everything. I just, don't feel myself anymore."
„And now you're gone. Like nothing happend. It's just a little thing."
„And nobody, on the Earth won't see it, right? You are just one of the many peopoles in sociality."
„But we see it. We feel it. And it's not fair."
„I should have been the one, who died in the accident. Not you."
Caterina Valentine
23.04.1995
17.06.2012
R.I.P
„I miss you."
I miss you, Emily. That should have been me. I'm sorry.