Sinned
One second just past by. In that instant you life can be done. I am the world's greatest predator. My need is constant and the gratification is instant. But if I want to remain in this world, I must resist. I have to stay strong. But the more that I take, the more that I need. The more that I stop, the more that I bleed. I'm Alice and this is my story.
My pain is never ending. I have lost everyone. I want to forget everything. But I can't. Memories are too important. And they fade too quickly, like a light passing in the distance. You forget the little things as time passes. Some memories are too bad or sad to dwell upon. And time goes on. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but time keeps moving forward, even for me.
Long have I forgotten what its like to be human. I've been this way for too long. I can't given into my instincts for the pain it causes is too much for me to bear. I've been living in the shadows avoiding everything, since Dennee's death. She was all I had left in the world, until I found him.
Jasper, my savor; the shooting star across the black moonless night. Without him who knows where I would be. He's shown me that there is more to life, than this.