(hope you all like it! just a little Quinchel for you! lol Quinchel...) (^_^)
I rolled over in my bed and smiled. If you would have told me in high school that I'd be waking up everyday to Quinn Fabray, the ruler of the school the head cheerleader the girl that cause the torment of my day to day life. The blonde Beauty that I only ever wanted to be friends with, in hopes that our friendship would become more and she'd see what stood before her in high school. I would have dramatically planted a slap across your face. Yet here I lay a few inches away from the sleeping blonde. Her golden locks falling over her face. I felt my smile brighten as she reached to pull me closer. I loved this, so many years of thinking Quinn hated me, and years of her think I only wanted to steal Finn Hudson out from under her, when in reality... We were just, in love.
"Rach..." She smiled sleepily.
"Hmm?" I asked startled by the her actually speaking.
"Stop thinking babe your making my head hurt." She mumbled pulling me closer then possible to her. Quinn's a cuddle monster always has been and I prayed she always would be.
I keep my eye's closed knowing Rachel's mind was still active as ever, she always seemed to be thinking about something. And what ever it was it always made her breathing off. The more she thought, the more I thought instead of slept. I told her to stop thinking telling she was hurting my mind and I heard her a gasp a little as I pulled her even closer making it hard to find where I stop and she starts. After a while her breathing evened out and I knew she'd finally fell asleep. I opened my eyes to capture the sight of the Brunette in my arms. She was breath taking. It was funny thinking after everything I'd put her through, she still lay here, warmly snuggling into my arms, taking my warmth as her own, loving me, marrying me, Rachel Barbara Berry, was mine...after Hell and torment... She was mine.
I woke up to an empty bed. Yawned and stretched out, rubbing sleep out of my eyes. I sat up and looked around our bed room, to find no sign of Quinn. I looked over to see what time it was, perhaps I'd slept in and would have to head straight to work. It was 5:00 am and yet no Quinn? I shrugged it off and head over to my dressers to change into my workout clothes. I headed down the hall to our work out room and still no Quinn, as I pasted the bathroom I noticed she wasn't in there either. I ignored the fear in my stomach Quinn tended to disappear sometimes and then pop up out of nowhere with something sweet and romantic last week it was flowers and a candle lit dinner. I walked over to the elliptical and stretched my muscles before starting my work out.
The lady at the video, store stared at me rather funny but I ignored it, I wouldn't even be there if Santana would have lent me the money to buy 'Funny Girl' when I found it last week. "here you go this is due back Friday." she said with a fake smile. I nodded.
"Thank you." I smiled, sweetly just cause I knew it'd piss her off. She didn't smiled back in fact her fake smile dropped and she went back to a magazine in her hand. I laughed to myself and hopped in the car. I checked the time, 4:40am, I still had time, Rachel would be up in a few minutes and the she'd work out till 6:00, shower, get ready for work be ready by 7:00. I head for a take out restaurant across town that served a vegan breakfast it was one of Rachel's favorite places and they made way better food then I could muster up.
I headed down the hall still no sign of Quinn. Not until I reached the living room where she stood with that fox of a smile. "morning" she grinned.
"Good morning." I smiled back. She walked up to me and pulled me to her, her arms quickly wrapping around my waist and locking me in place. "I have to go to work Quinn, if you wanted to... You should have been here this morning." I smiled.
"um hmm." she buzzed kissing my neck. "I mean it Quinn I have to go I have a client at 7:30 and then another at 8:40 and a tryout at 9:00... I-I." she ignored me trailing kiss up my neck and along my jaw line, she kissed my lips throwing off my concentration. "Q-Quinn... I mean it, I have to..To..."
"No you don't..." She smiled against my skin. "I called, Tina's going to take over your appointments and there's another tryout tomorrow at noon a much more reasonable time." she said in between kisses. "Don't worry about it." She said pulling back to look me in the eyes.
"And your reason for all this?" I questioned knowinly
"I figured we could stay in, I got breakfast from, Meforeds, there's a stack of your favorite musicals on the coffee tables?" She raised that one Quinn Fabray eye brow and I turned to putty in her arms.
"Sounds perfect." I smiled.
I smiled as Rachel moved over to the couch, I grabbed breakfast and followed. "Quinn." she gasped. Picking up the movie on the top of the stack. "Quinn."she turned to face me. I smiled, she'd been begging me to let her watch it for months but, I wasn't sure how much Barbara I could take. "Quinn Funny girl?" I nodded.
"I got it at the video store, it's ours till Friday." I grinned hearing the adorable squeal.
"I love you!" she squeaked wrapping her arms around me.
"I love you too." I smiled as she let me go and rushed the DVD to the DVD player. I sat down, getting comfy on the couch. She walked over and dropped herself into my lap with a giggle. I made it through Funny Girl, Hello Dolly, On a clear day you can see forever, The owl and the pussycat, and I even watched, Phantom of the opera, Chicago, Wicked, Les Miserables and even fiddler on the roof. And I was half way through Mama mia! Before my eyes just gave out on me. It wasn't the musicals it was Rachel's soothing voice as she sang along and whispered every word the movie.
(Quinn's going to dream about the past and the first time Rachel and her kissed. So here it goes.)
"Could you to not do that?" Quinn turned from her locker and face her two bestfriends, there bodes entangled as Santana pushed Brittany against the lockers planting kiss on her neck. It was Senior year and the two had started dating during summer making there inseparable bond even tighter. "look there's Berry..." Quinn said pointing down the hall to get them to stop, knowing that Santana would mostly likely pull away but nothing.
"Let the fucking hobbit stare." Santana, growled, pulling back from the kiss just briefly. Quinn's chest cringed at the nickname.
"Can we go now? Or do you two want to stay in the hall way all day sucking face?" Quinn grumbled walking away from the duo. "just jealous." Santana grumbled taking Brittany's hand in hers and following Quinn down the hall and out of the front door.
"I-I forgot something... You two go, I figure your going to... Anyway, I'll met you at Britt's and let me in this time." she called as the girls walked into the parking lot and towards Santana's car. Quinn didn't really forget anything she just had this over powering desire to sing, she headed for the auditorium an seated herself at the piano.
Rachel felt sad and sick, she'd just been slushie for the first time Senior year, she was hoping they were a thing of her past but she wasn't that lucky. She wanted to let out the self pity in her stomach so she headed for the auditorium in hopes that Brad was still around for some Barbara. Rachel made it through the doors and she heard the softest sound, the piano...? And a voice humming. It was..Who the hell is that Rachel asked herself rounding the corner. And there at the piano, Quinn looking down at her hands as she played. "Should've kissed you there...I should've held your face...I should've watched those eyes, instead of run in place. I should've called you out...I should've said your name...I should've turned around... I should've looked again... But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made." Quinn's body trembled as she played and Rachel watched from the door way moving into one of the seats and slumping down so Quinn couldn't see her. "As you turn, you take your heart and walk away. Should've held my ground. I could've been redemed for every second chance, that changed its mind on me. I should've spoken up. I should've proudly claimed,that oh my head's to blame for all my hearts mistakes...But Oh, I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made." Rachel felt tears running down her eyes as she watched the blondes hands swiftly moved over the keys of the piano and her voice eased out of her mouth. "As you turn, you take your heart and walk away...And it's you! And it's you! And it's you! And it's you! And it's falling down! As you walk away! And it's on me as you go... But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made. As you turn, you take your heart and walk away. And it's falling down. As you walk away... it's on me now! As you walk away But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made...I'm staring at the mess I made. As you turn, you take your heart and walk away." She didn't make a sound through the whole performance, she watched as the tears poured down Quinn's face. The emotion she put into each key. Each note. Each word. "Fuck Rachel." Rachel felt her body tense as her name slipped out of Quinn's mouth. She opened her mouth about to explain to the blonde that she wasn't there to spy on her that she had no idea that Quinn would be in there, that she had only come to let her own emotions out. When the girl at piano cut her off before she could start. "Why... Why do you do this, I don't... I shouldn't... I do." Rachel watched as Quinn's body slumped over the keys on the piano and she was beside her within seconds. Rachel placed her hand on Quinn's shoulder, as she shivered uncontrollably.
"Quinn." Rachel wasn't even sure it was her voice that broke into the silence of the blondes sobbing. But Quinn shot up straight and jerked away from Rachel's touch.
"What are.." Her voice was soft and shocked. "How long have you been spying on me!" her voice shot to angry Quinn mode, and she felt horrible, seconds ago she was playing a song about how bad she felt about not kissing this girl about not telling her she loved her about not telling her how she felt. About all the mess she'd made, and yet she worried about Rachel knowing the song was about her about Rachel hearing the song.
"I was not spying on you... I just..." The brunettes eyes filled with fear. "I.."
"I'm sorry." Quinn cut her off.
"What?"
"I-I I'm sorry Rach...for..." Rachel didn't let her fishing feeling the need to capture the blondes lips.
(Kay back to the future! lol ^_^ )
Mama mia! ended and I smiled as the credits rolled, I leaned forwards to get up and felt the resistance of Quinn's arms around my waist. I looked over my shoulder at the blonde. Her eyes were softly closed,a smile slowly peeled across her face. "you..What?" she muttered under her breath. I smiled as she whispered in her sleep. The movie switched to the main menu and I wiggled to get lose without waking her up. Her hands tightened. "where you are going?" She asked kissing my neck. 'Damn plan failed.'
"The movies over... I was going to change it." She let me go and stretched out on the couch as I pop another DVD. "what where you dreaming about?" I asked, walking back over to the couch as she sat up.
"hmmm..." She hummed pushing the air above and extending her legs as she streached.
"When you were sleeping." I sat down and leaned against her snuggling into her arm. "you were talking, and you were humming but I thought you were singing at some points." I said kissing her shoulder.
"oh... I was?... I was having one of those memory dreams... I think..." She smiled at me and kissed my forehead. I felt a hum in my throat as her lips pulled back.
"Was it a good one?" I asked softly.
"One of the best." She grinned widely and leaned down to kiss my lips. "It was all about you." I felt a blush spread across my cheeks. "Witch memory?" I asked raising an eye brow.
"our first kiss.." She said leaning down to capture my lips once more. " and The Mess I Made." I smiled. I'd always imagine that when I got into a stable relationship with someone who I loved and want to spend my life with, that we'd have a song, a big romantic song from one of my favorite musicals and of course the person I was with would also approve. But Quinn had a way of making my world flip and turn up side down in a way that I loved cause with Quinn we had more then one song, and each one that we did had was tied to something that we went through, and The Mess I Made by Parachute would always be one of them tied to our first kiss and, the first time that Quinn admitted feelings for me and I the same for her. It was a good memory and a good day, followed by bad days and beyond perfect days much like the one we'd just spent wrapped in each others arms and tangled in each other limbs under a snug blanket on our couch watching musicals and ordering take out. It wasn't how I'd planed the future...it was better.
(I hope you guys like this one my plan for it is much like that off Our Songs, just with Faberry so tell me what you guys think!)