Disclaimer: I don't own Spring Awakening :(
I thrashed around until his arms overpowered me. I couldn't even move, and he told me to close my eyes. I did as I was told. Firmly shutting my eyelids, staring at the dancing darkness. It scared me that I didn't know what was going on, and I didn't know where my mama was. I finally opened my eyes and it was so bright, such a brilliant light. The sun's rays poured in through my window, gently dancing on the furniture in my room, highlighting the picture resting next to me of Mama, Papa and I. When I was only two before all of this had started. My gaped tooth smile and mama and papa, arm in arm. The days when they were in love. Very different from the days we lived through today. The days mama would go to her room crying and papa would love me. These days, the days I'd come to know to well. The feelings I knew too well. My voice stinging my throat as papa neglected to allow my screams to come through. The tears panging my eyes, overflowing at my eyelids. And worst of all, papa's weight crashing down on me. The feeling I'd come to know and hate all to well.
A/N: Thanks for reading! Please review! And an exciting fact, for anyone who saw the totally trucked Halloween contest video I was the Ilse with the leafs in my hair! Yeah, that made my life!
-Ali
