A/N: Leo angst and Blue October. What more could you want from life? Well, besides owning PjO and Blue October, which I do not. Dedicated to KK94 and NimueTheSorceress.

All the things I didn't do for you

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow

Beep.

"Hey Leo, it's Piper. You alright? You called me last night, I'm not sure if it was pocket dial or what, but there was a lot of yelling and crying. Jason and I are really worried. Can you call us back soon? We just want to know what's going on. Maybe we cou-"

Smash.

Leo looked at the broken phone without pity. It was now on the other side of the room, lying in tiny pieces under the new dent in the wall. He didn't know he had that much strength. Then again, Leo didn't know many things anymore, like why the hell he decided to break it off with Thalia, who was probably the best thing that ever happened to him.

Actually, Leo knew exactly why he had broken it off, he was still just telling himself it was the right thing to do. He knew it was the right thing too, because Thalia just didn't deserve a stupid guy like himself, she deserved more. A whole lot more than Leo could give her.

So he broke it off with her in the worst way possible, telling her he never loved her and she was just an experiment. That was yesterday evening, and Leo guessed he butt-dialed Piper when Thalia pushed him, hence the voicemail.

The worst part of the entire ordeal had to be that Leo was going through all of this sober. When he and Thalia were together, they were always fighting over Leo's drinking problems, yet Thalia still held him as he barfed his entails up into the toilet. He still didn't know why she stuck around through all of that.

Leo wasn't sure what he was going for when he broke it off, but he wanted Thalia to hate him.

Hate him so that she would move on and forget about him.

Hate him so that she would realize she could do better.

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

End.