Hey my readers, nya! I heard this song and I've been wanting to write a songfic using it ever since :) I hope you guys will enjoy it!
I wanted to write you in all of my songs
I always end up where I start
My empty pages
And if I could paint you like one of my French girls
Would we make love inside your car
Like crashing waves
Naruchi was over at her girlfriend's home, helping clean the house up so it would be presentable to said girlfriend's big sister. Naruchi always enjoyed helping the petite silver haired girl because in return it made Zeki happy, something the brown eyed girl needed to be. Zeki had attempted committing suicide so many times in the past that Naruchi had lost count, luckily though she hadn't tried ever since last year. The two, now seniors in high school, often would stay up late at night just talking and cuddling, that's how Naruchi knew that Zeki was doing better, that and she hadn't seen any knew cuts on the silver haired girl's wrists.
Like neon lights we burn all night
Hidden colors
In the dark
Naruchi was putting a box above the closet, that's when a book fell to the floor. Naruchi picked it up and was going to put it back when something rather disturbing caught her eye. It was an entry that was dated to have been yesterday. The most disturbing part was not the blotches on the page that looked and smelled like blood, but the words that were written there, 'Dear diary, today yet again my beloved stayed over and talked with me all night... I fear my happy mask will crack soon... Or that she'll hear what the other students are saying about me... Surely if she heard that, she'd know that everything is not okay and that when I accidentally nick my fingers while cooking, it's not actually an accident... Maybe I should break up with her and let her be free of being with an ugly freak such ad myself. I happen to know that every guy we're around would love to make her their girlfriend... I even know of some girls... It's decided tomorrow Naruchi will be free once more...' After reading this Naruchi put the diary away and climbed up the stairs to where Zeki was cleaning. First she turned her around, then slapped her, then pulled her into a tight embrace and finally whispered in her ear,
"She's perfect
Undoubtedly worth it
A rising sun at daybreak feels worthless
Self doubt in her mirror now
But it doesn't reflect how
She's perfect
On more than the surface"
"Zeki-chan, you are beautiful and definitely not a freak, you're the most perfect angel I have ever met in my life, please don't 'set me free' I will never leave you, I don't want to be 'free' of you. I love you no matter what anyone tells you, you are not a burden, you are beautiful, you are loved and people are just jealous that you are so unique, they're the stupid ones, woof."
Your fire burns bright
You are my light
"... Why are you saying this all of a sudden, Naruchi-chan? Why are you reciting song lyrics, it's very unlike you." As Zeki spoke, she pulled back to look into the dark blue haired girl's eyes.
One scroll through your gram
To make you feel bad
Evaluating who you are
And who you aren't
"Zeki-chan... You can drop the happy facade... I know what people have been saying and I know you're not so clumsy as to 'accidently' injure your hands almost everytime you cook... It's okay, I'm here for you, woof..." Naruchi pulled the shorter girl closer, already seeing the 'happy mask' cracking.
The fact that you blessed us
The moment you woke up
Wish I could hang you up like art
Like Van Gogh's stars
Zeki cried until Naruchi was sure the smaller girl was out of liquid in her body. Soon the sobs turned into shaking shudders.
Like neon lights we burn all night
Hidden colors
In the dark
Naruchi whispered that same part of the chorus in Zeki's ear,
"She's perfect
Undoubtedly worth it
A rising sun at daybreak feels worthless
Self doubt in her mirror now
But it doesn't reflect how
She's perfect
On more than the surface"
And continued to sing in a gentle voice,
"Made to believe in silicone dreams
Don't have the looks of fantasy
You'll never add up to anything
If you ask me what beautiful means
It's the power of a strong woman
Chasing her own dreams"
Naruchi kissed Zeki quite passionately. She nibbled on Zeki's bottom lip, asking for entrance, which surprised the silver haired girl as they had never done that sort of thing before. Yes they had kissed, but they had always been sweet little pecks, nothing this passionate! Non the less Zeki parted her lips and allowed the wolf-girl to explore her mouth.
I need to this clear
Before long Naruchi had slipped Zeki's long sleeved shirt off and was examining Zeki's smooth skin, smooth aside from the scars Herr and there along her arms and the newer cuts near her protruding ribs going lower til they reached her bony hips, some bruises dotted around her stomach and lower back, these had Naruchi's blood boiling, how dare anyone harm her beloved!
She's perfect
Undoubtedly worth it
A rising sun at daybreak feels worthless
Self doubt in her mirror now
But it doesn't reflect how
She's perfect
On more than the surface
Naruchi knew exactly who had done this to her sweet little girlfriend... And that person would was going to pay dearly!
Your fire burns bright
You are my light
-time skip to after they were finished-
Naruchi and Zeki were cuddling under the covers and as Zeki was drifting to sleep she faintly heard Naruchi singing the last line of the song in a low voice,
"I wanted to write you in all of my songs
But there aren't enough words to describe
The fact that you blessed us the moment you woke up
I wish I could hang you up like..."
Zeki felt safe and warm all through the night in Naruchi's arms, knowing the next days would just continue to get better with the wolf-girl by her side, where she knew Naruchi would stay for the rest of their lives.
The song used was Hidden Colors by Broadside and I highly suggest you guys checking it out, nya! Anyway please leave a review :)