Cold Warm
VOCALOID – 02
By: Chi~
Disclaimer: I don't own because OHMIFACKINGGOSH IT'S BEEN FOREVER SINCE I'VE POSTED.
A/N: OK. I'm sure Big-chan is looking at this new thing with a brow raised, considering I told her I was going to work on "Red" a week…or maybe two (I've lost count again) ago…however, I've gotten busy again ;_; I'm so sorry, my love.
On a flip-side, since I'm having insomnia, I decided to just write this out. "Red" won't be worked on for a while, unfortunately. I really needed to stay focused during the week. I got a grade pretty low and my Mom's not so happy about it :/ So yeah. I'm doing my best though, that's what matters!
So, I hope you all enjoy~!
Read in ½ to see their mirrors :o
At the stroke of five
Hour before the usual dawn
Her eyes suddenly flashed open
And peered into the dark
Confusion filled them
Blink once
Twice,
Before she arose in her bed
And realized she was wide awake
Only a sane person
Would be confused
That she was, of course,
But that didn't change the fact
That she was compelled
To turn her eyes to
The mirror that sat
Across her very room
A glimmer
A shine
The moon light's reflection
Her form sitting up in bed
The reflection was so ordinary
But if she looked closer
She would notice that even though
Her hair was down
In her reflection
"Her" hair was up
Confusion strengthened
Why am I just looking at myself?
But questions
Would never be answered
She was always one who was
Easily intrigued
Despite her confusion
She found herself
Slipping one leg
After the other
Out of her bed
Little feet
With toe-nails painted of
Soft orange
Sank into the carpet
Only to slowly
Step
By
Step
And the mirror was in front of her
Soon, she made a face
Blinked at herself
Hummed a little
Reached up
Swiped a strand of hair
Nothing seemed different
Until…
Somehow…
Her reflection blinked at her.
They had woken up
At the same time
Felt the same confusion
Same intrigued desire
Was compelled
They seemed the same
But then again,
A reflection was just that way
Only parallel
And they move
When you do
Talk
When you do
Judge
When you do
Cry
When you do
Think
When you do
So,
With this logic in mind
They found it
Both
Terrifying
But
Amazing
That they were the same
But oh, so different.
Hours,
Minutes,
Years,
Maybe seconds
Maybe even dimensions
Away
They were from each other
But one look at their mirror
When the moon was out
Did it not matter anymore
They were together again
One touch
A smudge
And yet,
A connection
They truly were
Different
Even though they seemed
The same
And they learned
As sleep became harder
When the other was there
Within a mirror's surface
If they concentrated
And the night was slow
And clear
Their voices
Were in each other's ears
If they touched
The mirror's surface
Simultaneously
The mirror wasn't real
But their flesh
Against the other
In the back of their minds
As their relationship
Grew
They wondered
What if our lips touch the surface?
To keep their grades
And lives intact
They did their work
In front of their mirrors
For after the school day
They would return home
Exhausted
And would sleep
Until the moon
Was out again
They helped the other
Shared
And bonded
They were the same age
In the same grade
With even the same last name
As the other
And slowly,
They knew
They were no fools
Somehow,
Their hearts belonged to each other.
Days got harder
When they realized
Their hearts
Belonged to the other
During the days
The other didn't exist
Like a figment of each other's
Imagination
The nights almost seemed
Like a curse
For the moon dictated
Their time together
The dawns almost seemed
Like a curse
For the sun dictated
Their depart from each other
Time was short
Each time
And both
Wanted the other
More and more
In all the ways
They could possibly be
But could never
As the sun came up
And killed their sunshine.
Sometimes
As the days
Would roll by
They would think
As they vacantly
Stare out the window
Thinking of the other
Is it worth it?
And usually,
It was a prosperous shame
To know already
Yes, it was.
I want you
But I can't have you
I don't
Feel complete
If your fingers
Don't fill the spaces
Between mine
And that could never be
Is it worth it?
Yes, it was
But
For my hearts sake
Even though I have you
And I only have you this way
It could never be
And I believe we know…
This curse
This miracle
Must come to an end.
Tears in their eyes
As he stared into hers
Understanding
But all the more sorrowful
And she felt
Like her heart
Was ripped
When he still nodded slowly
And whispered
A whisper
That hissed in her brain
"I'll always love you."
They touched their mirror
At the same time
Felt each other again
And leaned in
Lip smudges
But as her eyes fluttered open
She felt him no more
And she pulled her kiss away
From the cold warm surface of the mirror
He was gone
An hour before dawn
And a whisper filled her room
"And I, you. For still, you are always with me…aren't you?"
No answer
And she didn't expect one.
She washed her hands
Absentmindedly
Musing about how dainty they are
Compared to a certain someone's
She'd recently known
She shrugged
Turned her eyes to the paper towels
But as she turned
She failed to notice
That her reflection stayed in the mirror
And smile as she stepped out
Into her world
And lived without seeing the smile
Again.
I'll always be with you
On the other side of the mirror.
Peculiar, wasn't it? It was about time that I'd written something like mirrorcest. Dude, that was awesome. XDD Sorry it wasn't like hamxham's or Suicide Milk's…but I don't suppose it's that bad. XD
Review please~! I'd love to hear what you thought of this oneee~ :o