Him
I look over to you. You are standing next to ChiChi, and once again I realize just how beautiful you are. You are standing there, an arm put around your son, and smile at him. Vegeta. The man I chose to ignore, for him knowing about my feelings would probably make him kill me.
I hate him.
I know he's better than me, in everything he does. There is enough evidence that hits the eye, tearing my self-confidence into little pieces.
He is stronger. Well, so is everybody else that is part of us Z Senshi. All I can do is watch when it comes to battles now. For I can't change. I can't keep up with them. Unlike him, whose only real superior is Goku. And that hurts his pride. I feel almost sorry for him. But not quite. He'll have to cope with that.
His will power is amazing, also stronger than mine. His pride had been all that stood between him and being controlled by Babidi. And it had won. It always does. In every fight, his will keeps him upright till the very end. Not like my own just leaves me when I need it.
He is braver. He killed himself in order to defeat Buu. I could never have done that. Even if I could, I would fail, I know. Like he did. But that didn't stop him to sacrifice his life again when Goku finally had the Genkidama ready to blast that evil demon. Hadn't it been for Satan, he'd have died again. He wanted to.
He probably is even smarter than me, too. He dictated the wish to the Shenlong of Namek, making sure that only the right people were revived. He came up with the whole idea of using the Genkidama to kill Buu, along with a plan to make it work. I really envy him. I don't think of myself as being stupid, but, you know… Hell, when Shenlong asked for our second wish after the Cell battle, all I came up with was a gift for my girlfriend.
But that's not really that point. There is one thing – one! – that makes me hate him like I do. It's the only fact that is really important to me.
He's got you. Your smile. Your beauty. Your love. Your son.
And that's what I can't forgive.