This is going to be sad cuz this is the funeral of Sam
A/N if you didn't read "Lost Souls" then you should go back and read it because this is the rap up of the story so if you didn't read it then this story won't make much senses!  (I've put all the story all together so don't have to go to the next chapter) also the title and the poem with in the story "Why did you have to die" belong to my friend Morgen Stetler. (^ ~ ^)  The poem at the end is mine. "Missed But not forgotten" Why did you have to die

            Ken sat next to his dad, as they once again had to go through the pain of losing Sam, he had only been home for such a short time, and now he was dead. As the funeral went on Ken held onto a piece of paper that had a poem on it. Ken stood up and went to the podium to read the poem he had for his brother.

Why did you have to die

Why did you have to die
what hurt worse was I never got to say goodbye.
When you died I felt like a fool
why didn't God take me instead of you.
So I went to your funeral today
and my mom told me it's ok to cry anyway.
But all I could do is wonder
why did you have to die.

            Ken then sat back down feeling, as though Sam's death was his fault. Ken knew it wasn't but the feeling wouldn't go away.

'Only if I'd been paying attention then Sam wouldn't of have to save me… Then Sam would still be alive' Ken thought

"You going to be ok?" Asked Yoile. Sure she loved Sam too but not half as much as Ken and his family had.

"I'll be fine." Ken said dryly

            The hurt of losing Sam a second time was too much for Ken but he had to keep his promise. Ken didn't want to back down that road of evil, no not again. That road held it's own pain that he did not want. Ken would be strong like Sam knew he was but it was hard.

For the next few hours Ken didn't talk, not even after they buried Sam. Out of everyone Ken took Sam's death the hardest, for Sam had give his very life to save Ken.

            "I will move on even though it's going to be hard.

You gave your life for mine, and so I know you

Loved me. Good-bye Sam Ichijouji

You will be missed

But not for gotten.

For you'll live in my heart forever!"

            Ken whispered as the wind blew his hair and the piece of paper with Ken's poem on it.

            "Good-Bye Sam I love you." Ken said as he walked away from his brother's tombstone Yoile at his side.

Thus concludes Lost Souls all but the song fic. If you have a sad song I could do for the song fic just put it in your review.