I've always thought about him in a way I know I shouldn't. I've always notice his strong arms, his beautiful smile, his tan skin… he's way of being. I can't help it, he's the man I love, even though I know I shouldn't.
After all he's my cousin.
Let's start from the begging, it all started when I was 5, when my father died of a heart attack. He was walking through the lawn, like he did every morning. I was with my cousins playing in the front yard when I decide to look for my father. I went around the house and found him in floor, gasping for air.
That was the last day I saw my family.
After my father's funeral my mother began to act crazy until she was taken to a mental hospital sending me away to an all-girl school up in the mountains. My uncle, my father's brother kept the house along with his wife and his children. Hanabi, the youngest. Ino, the third child, Neji, who was the second child and Naruto, the oldest and the man I'm in love with.
It is 12 years later, and everything has change.
A couple months before, I was finally graduating from school, with honors and everything and I was finally going back to my house with my mother, to start a life just the two of us. She came to my graduation with my aunt Za-za. They were the only ones that had somewhat communication with them but I guess talking on the phone didn't really prepare them to see me, after all I've change a lot and not for the best… but for the worst.
I somehow had gain a lot of weight, and didn't really look anything like my mother or aunt. They're both very skinny and pretty, while I'm over weight and with long bushy black hair and thick black glasses.
At first it hurted me when people stared at me or give me disgusted looks but years had passed and no diet really worked on me, so I decide to ignore everyone and just keep on with my life, just the way I am.
Anyways on the day of my graduating, something happened to change my life. After graduation my mother left to our to get everything ready and I would join her days later, but instead she died in a crash.
Now at the lost at both of my parents I was force to live with my uncle and his family who most of them don't appreciate me. His wife, Hanate hates me because she is convince I want to destroy her life and Ino can't stand me because I'm over weight, Neji and Hanabi don't really care whether eve I'm there or not and then there's Naruto.
Naruto is the only person in this house that really cares for me. He's always trying to make me smile and he always does, but it's hard to be around him when my heart is always melting when he's around and it doesn't help that he has a girlfriend who is almost perfect.
Even so Naruto is always around me, hugging me, kissing my cheeks and always making me uncomfortable, I couldn't stand it and so after months I left that house and moved in with my aunt za-za.
I thought I could finally forget about that family and live on with my life but I was wrong.