Without You Here
By: Elliff
Summary: Hermione thinks of her crush on Harry while he's with Ginny. HG
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Harry Potter and I never will!
I sit there watching you.
You're with her.
Your smile is magnificent.
Your eyes are perfect emeralds.
I felt something for you the moment I met you on the train to Hogwarts in the first year.
But she met you first.
Is it because I'm too smart?
Is it her flamboyant red hair?
Why do you see her differently from me?
I am left here watching you kiss her gently wishing it were me instead.
But it will never be.
You love her.
Which are feelings that you will never have for me.
I am just a plain girl with bushy brown hair and chocolate eyes.
She has straight red hair and glowing hazel eyes.
You will never love me, or see me the way you see her.
I wish that you would.
But you will never.
Now I sit in a church as you get married.
Wishing I were in the white dress.
He's asking for objections.
But I don't want to hurt you.
So you walk past me and I give you a smile.
You still don't know.
Now I'm sitting in the waiting room.
She's having your child.
And I still wish it were me.
I give you a smile as you come out grinning from ear to ear.
Now I'm standing here in a graveyard watching as you're lowered.
I see part of the will.
You give me a box.
It is light and probably empty.
But it contains remaining pages of a lost diary.
As I read the last one.
I cry.
I had my wedding today but I am upset. I thought that she would object. But she didn't I guess that she doesn't have feelings for me. But I will love her till the end. Even though Ginny is my wife. I will always want Hermione. I will always love her.
-Harry Potter
A/N: I had to write this after a horrible breakup to make me feel better. Please enjoy and review. Thank You.