I Wished Upon a Star for You.

I couldn't watch you die like that, in a terrible painful way. I couldn't let you leave this world before I'd said what I need to say. So I wished upon a star for you, lent you all my hopes and dreams. So one day maybe not so far away you come back safe to me. Of all the things you need to know, sorry is highest of them all. I wished upon a star for you so I can tell how much I care, how sorry I am and the truth that lies beneath it all.

I stared at the words laid out before me, crimson upon the snowy paper. To the world they'd look like simple words dressed in crimson silk while in my eyes they screamed of blood, a thing I seen too much of. I remember the details as clear as yesterday although a week had passed since. I was the one that made her leave over a petty stupid thing, I was the one who could have stopped all of this if I told her it wasn't true, but all I did was stand and watch as she ran out to her death.

The cold rain had soddened her skin, chilling her to the bone. Her outline was but a shadow in sleets of rain that pounded the ground. I released my mistake as she left the grounds and ran to call her back. I was the one that stood and watched as a puddle made her slip, pulling her to the ground. I heard the screeching skid of car wheels upon the ground curving around the corner. I watch as the wheels spun out of control and the car flew towards my fallen friend. A scream echoed out of my mouth only to be stolen by the wind. The car hit flesh and she flew into the air to land smack back on the ground. Blood pooled crimson around her head soaking the twin white strands that framed her face into a crimson red. I wished on a thousand invisible stars right to hope you'd still be alive. A found a pulse just holding on, and thanked the stars that you were still okay.

I've been wishing on stars for the week ever since in hope one day the wish will come true. I only ever wished one thing, they you'd wake up some time soon. They said you were going to be okay only a few broken bones and a cracked open head but all in all you'd repair yourself and be back to normal someday, if only you'd wake up soon.

All I want to say to you is how I never meant those stupid hateful words I said, they could never be much further from the truth. I'm sorry in every single way, so much I'll be wishing on stars for you until the day comes and you arrive safely back to me. The girl I used to know, my roommate to fight with, and somehow through all of it all I release out of all you are, you are but my closest friend.