I've never done a FE fanfic before, and I haven't even completed all the games, so don't tell me I suck or anything.
Summary: Colm sees Neimi and Artur talk. He's not suppose to care, but deep inside, something hurts. What is it? ColmxNeimixArtur (Colm POV)
Disclaimer: Don't own no Fire Emblem.
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IRRITATED
Lately, my hearts been hurting like hell. I see her with that guy again. Psha, why do I care if she's with somebody else? Why am I even hiding on top of a tree branch? It's nothing like me…
When Neimi and I came in to join this clan, he soon came with us. What was his name, Artur… or something like that? He started talking to her, and now I see that they're talking together more frequently. Neimi always smiles in front of him. She even showed him her mirror.
She never smiles at me, she just cries. Hell, she doesn't even let me touch her stupid mirror.
………Why am I so irritated?
Ever since I've been with Neimi, she would always make some kind of trouble and cry. I would always be there to fix all that. Whenever she's not with me, I feel freedom, I can do anything I want. Therefore, I can steal what ever I see is valuable, without her getting in my way.
But…
I can't stop making me compare to that guy.
Whenever she sees somebody more 'grown-up' than I, I always think "She's selfish". I should leave her. I always think that, I want to do that. But my body won't listen to me.
"Your smile is delightful. It's a vast improvement on those tears" She gets embarrassed by his words. I can never say that bullshit in years. And besides, if I even said it, it won't look good with how I look. Unlike him.
"No, Neimi. I'm grateful to you. Talking to you makes me feel at peace. I feel like... some of the others make light of me from time to time"
"Oh, that's only... It's just because you're so honest and pure of heart"
"Someone I know... teases me a lot, too. All the time, he teases me"
Shit.
She has to be talking about me. Hearing that just makes my heart beat faster. Now, the sight of him just makes my heart beat go even faster. He's nice, and I'm not? Is that what you're saying, Neimi?
"Neimi!" Next thing I notice, I climb out of the tree, calling her name.
The two look my way, surprised. Oh please, don't give me that stupid look,
"Umm, what's wrong Colm?"
"What do you care, let's go!"
"Huh? Let's go? But… to where?"
"Ugh, just come"
She doesn't listen to me, instead she stays where she is and just stands there. I get really irritated and vigorously grab her hand.
"Ah, excuse me, it's not right to bully people" I feel his own hand on mine, which I used to grab Neimi's.
"Idiot! Who would ever hit her!" Yeah, sure, I've made fun of her and made her cry, but I would never do anything physically to hurt her. This I can say with pride. Who would ever hit a weakling girl anyways? He doesn't know anything about me.
"Colm, where are we going?"
Like I know.
"W-why are you mad?"
Although I don't have an interest to know about why I'm mad, I think I may know already. And yet, I don't say anything. I'll never say it.
"Say something… Clom… sniff"
"Jeez, you're crying again?"
She cries over at a useless reason. I should be thinking that she's really annoying, but looking at her makes me feel somewhat at ease.
I know the reason now. No, more like I finally realized the reason.
A person who realized that he always wants to be the one near Neimi.
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Hm, not that good. I know. But please R&R, ne?