Title: If Forever Ended Now
Author: Lady Kyra
Rating: PG for language
Genre: Romance
hello peoples! it is me yet again! I
decided to try a new style of writing in this one. This time
it's from Haruka's point of veiw, mostly. I truly hope that
you enjoy it and send me email and by the way, I don't
own Sailor Moon, though I sure as heck wish I did! But I'm
not lucky. Well, TTYL!
~~~*~~~*&*~~~*~~~
~Michiru~
Haruka stared at me with those beautiful eyes of hers,
filled with a mixture of anger, fear, and sorrow. I wanted
to throw myself into her arms and bury myself in her
warmth, but I knew that was impossible. She would only
get even more angry with me than she already was. I still
wasn't sure what I had done, but she didn't like it. I tried
to hold back the tears that sprung to my eyes. I'm not
weak. I can live a few days without Haruka... no. I'm just
kidding myself. Haruka is my life. I can't live without her...
~Haruka~
I wanted to kill her. It was as simple as that. She had
decided that today was a good day to visit. Yeah right. I
saw her with that guy. If she can't be faithful with me,
then she doesn't deserve me. Don't look at me like that!
It's true! I wanted her out. However, she didn't have a
car. God, I could have strangled her. She wanted me to
drive her home. Fine. But it'll be the last time You ever
see me. At the time, I didn't know how right I was.
~
We were driving along the deserted highway around a
cliff by the Marine Cathedral. It was dark out, and the
road was wet with the day's rain. Michiru put her hand on
mine. I was about to protest when she spoke, very softly,
in that beautiful voice of hers.
"Haruka, I don't know what I did to upset you," Her hand
quivered on top of mine. Her eyes filled with tears and I
struggled to give my attention to both the road and her, "I
don't know what I did, but I'm sorry! I'm sure, whatever it
was," She squeezed my hand, "I didn't mean to hurt you,
you.... you're my life." She looked down, then back at me,
"Haruka, I, I love you. I always have, and I always will,
forever."
At that, I totally lost my composure. I wasn't expecting
that. The car fish tailed along the road as I struggled to
regain control. Michiru sat silently. She trusted me. I didn't
want to betray her trust, but I did. I drove us of a friggin
cliff. The gaurd rail was still gone from where Eudial drove
off there a few years ago. We really flew off the cliff into
the water where we floated. The water filled the car and
Michiru looked at me sadly. She said nothing, except
accept our fate. I struggled to get my cell phone out.
"Hello? Um... I kinda just drove off a cliff by the Marine
Cathedral and I was kind of wondering if I could get a
little help here...?"
A few miniutes later a helecopter came and airlifted the
car out of the water. We had been completely
submerged. Michiru had gone unconscious and I was
damn near it. As the water drained slowly out of the car,
Michiru's life drained with it. I could see that she was
dying. I reached an oxygen starved arm out to touch her
face one last time before I blacked out.
~
I awoke in a room, all white, with blinding light coming
from all sides. Michiru lay in a bed on the other side of the
room, her beautiful aqua hair spread out around her. Her
breathing was slow and labored. I dragged myself out of
my bed and rested on hers. I rested my hand on her pale
cheek. Tears fell from my eyes on to her chest.
"Michiru..." I muttered sadly. The rest of the world seemed
to fade away as I lifted her lifeless body up and held it
tightly against me. I wished that she would wake up,
even just to say, 'haruka you fool' or 'I hate you Haruka'.
Anything would be better than to never say goodbye to
my one love, then only true love that I could ever have. I
bent my head in sorrow and lay her gently back on the
pillow. I brushed a single lock of her hair out of her eyes
then staggered back to my bed. I sat down, and I cried.
I cried for hours.
~~~
The next day, I woke up in the same white room, but this
time, Michiru was gone. They had taken her off to prepare
the funeral arrangements with her mother. I stood up and
walked over to her bed, where her shape was still
imprinted into the unmade bed. I ran my fingers
uncertainly over the outline of her head, and I felt her
warmth. Tears filled my eyes. She loved me. The tears
ran down my cheeks silently. I stood up and left the
room, and I hoped, my memories of Michiru behind.
~~~*~~~*&*~~~*~~~
Well, how'd ya like it? Send me MAIL DAMMIT!!!!! I LIKE
MAIL!!!!!!!! Well, technically, I don't see why I need to get
anymore, since I left my computer alone for 4 days, then I
came back and I had 740 messages. It's sad. Oh Well!
More Email never hurt anyone!
~Lady Kyra
Michichankaioh@aol.com
http://michirutoharuka.terrashare.com
I dream alone
Author: Lady Kyra
Rating: PG for language
Genre: Romance
hello peoples! it is me yet again! I
decided to try a new style of writing in this one. This time
it's from Haruka's point of veiw, mostly. I truly hope that
you enjoy it and send me email and by the way, I don't
own Sailor Moon, though I sure as heck wish I did! But I'm
not lucky. Well, TTYL!
~~~*~~~*&*~~~*~~~
~Michiru~
Haruka stared at me with those beautiful eyes of hers,
filled with a mixture of anger, fear, and sorrow. I wanted
to throw myself into her arms and bury myself in her
warmth, but I knew that was impossible. She would only
get even more angry with me than she already was. I still
wasn't sure what I had done, but she didn't like it. I tried
to hold back the tears that sprung to my eyes. I'm not
weak. I can live a few days without Haruka... no. I'm just
kidding myself. Haruka is my life. I can't live without her...
~Haruka~
I wanted to kill her. It was as simple as that. She had
decided that today was a good day to visit. Yeah right. I
saw her with that guy. If she can't be faithful with me,
then she doesn't deserve me. Don't look at me like that!
It's true! I wanted her out. However, she didn't have a
car. God, I could have strangled her. She wanted me to
drive her home. Fine. But it'll be the last time You ever
see me. At the time, I didn't know how right I was.
~
We were driving along the deserted highway around a
cliff by the Marine Cathedral. It was dark out, and the
road was wet with the day's rain. Michiru put her hand on
mine. I was about to protest when she spoke, very softly,
in that beautiful voice of hers.
"Haruka, I don't know what I did to upset you," Her hand
quivered on top of mine. Her eyes filled with tears and I
struggled to give my attention to both the road and her, "I
don't know what I did, but I'm sorry! I'm sure, whatever it
was," She squeezed my hand, "I didn't mean to hurt you,
you.... you're my life." She looked down, then back at me,
"Haruka, I, I love you. I always have, and I always will,
forever."
At that, I totally lost my composure. I wasn't expecting
that. The car fish tailed along the road as I struggled to
regain control. Michiru sat silently. She trusted me. I didn't
want to betray her trust, but I did. I drove us of a friggin
cliff. The gaurd rail was still gone from where Eudial drove
off there a few years ago. We really flew off the cliff into
the water where we floated. The water filled the car and
Michiru looked at me sadly. She said nothing, except
accept our fate. I struggled to get my cell phone out.
"Hello? Um... I kinda just drove off a cliff by the Marine
Cathedral and I was kind of wondering if I could get a
little help here...?"
A few miniutes later a helecopter came and airlifted the
car out of the water. We had been completely
submerged. Michiru had gone unconscious and I was
damn near it. As the water drained slowly out of the car,
Michiru's life drained with it. I could see that she was
dying. I reached an oxygen starved arm out to touch her
face one last time before I blacked out.
~
I awoke in a room, all white, with blinding light coming
from all sides. Michiru lay in a bed on the other side of the
room, her beautiful aqua hair spread out around her. Her
breathing was slow and labored. I dragged myself out of
my bed and rested on hers. I rested my hand on her pale
cheek. Tears fell from my eyes on to her chest.
"Michiru..." I muttered sadly. The rest of the world seemed
to fade away as I lifted her lifeless body up and held it
tightly against me. I wished that she would wake up,
even just to say, 'haruka you fool' or 'I hate you Haruka'.
Anything would be better than to never say goodbye to
my one love, then only true love that I could ever have. I
bent my head in sorrow and lay her gently back on the
pillow. I brushed a single lock of her hair out of her eyes
then staggered back to my bed. I sat down, and I cried.
I cried for hours.
~~~
The next day, I woke up in the same white room, but this
time, Michiru was gone. They had taken her off to prepare
the funeral arrangements with her mother. I stood up and
walked over to her bed, where her shape was still
imprinted into the unmade bed. I ran my fingers
uncertainly over the outline of her head, and I felt her
warmth. Tears filled my eyes. She loved me. The tears
ran down my cheeks silently. I stood up and left the
room, and I hoped, my memories of Michiru behind.
~~~*~~~*&*~~~*~~~
Well, how'd ya like it? Send me MAIL DAMMIT!!!!! I LIKE
MAIL!!!!!!!! Well, technically, I don't see why I need to get
anymore, since I left my computer alone for 4 days, then I
came back and I had 740 messages. It's sad. Oh Well!
More Email never hurt anyone!
~Lady Kyra
Michichankaioh@aol.com
http://michirutoharuka.terrashare.com
I dream alone