A Sullen Goodbye
I never really got a chance to tell anybody about who I am. Not on the outside, but the inside. The guy who spends his free time watching worlds that don't exist play out in his mind. The teenager who is as proud of who he is just as much as he is scared. Scared of the judgment and isolation that the truth might bring. Scared that the truth might cause more damage than the burden of carry the secret. So it will forever stay hidden, and my stories forever lost. They never got finished, but maybe you thought of a better ending. One that you could take the happiness from and enjoy it for what it was worth. But as for me those days are gone. I'm not sure what the future will bring. But know this, I did not give up on this site, I did not give up on my stories, I did not give up on any of you, I gave up on myself. I gave up on those days where staying up till three in the morning just to get a story done seemed natural. I gave up on those endings where everyone was happy. I gave up on my very being as a writer. I have no excuse and I have no reason. I'm sorry that I preached a word that I was unable to follow. I want you people to continue on with this site and encourage everyone to keep writing. We are more than writers, we are dreamers, we are believers, we are the people on fanfiction, and we have a place in this world. ~Criticalkill