Title: A single night alone
Disclaimer: I do not own "Naruto" or any of its Characters
A/N: Sorry its been a while since I wrote A Shy Secret, Oh and this is yoai so... Don't like it don't read it. If you read go ahead and give me a Review and please no criticism and only help and some tips. This contains language, sexual acts and homosexual thoughts, be prepared.
Story: Shikamaru and Asuma.
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Asuma POV
Shikamaru is one of the most laziest and most ignorant of my students. All he ever did was sleep and look out the window at the clouds while in class. He never does his work, even though he is smart, he doesn't do anything what so ever. There may only be three weeks until the end of school this year but he doesn't care that he's going to fail.
"Okay class home work will be page 509 #'s 1-60." I could hear some of the students groan at the thought of having so much home work but who the hell cares. The bell rang and Shikamaru as always was asleep. After all the kids left I rose up from my desk and walked towards the sleeping student. I placed a hand on his shoulder. " Hey Shikamaru wake up." He lightly lifted his head. "Is class over?" Shikamaru said while arching his back. "Uhh yeah its been over for about ten minutes." He looked a bit surprised and looked down at his desk. "So i guess i have detention again." Shikamaru said as if he didn't care. "Ha, your right you do." I really couldn't help but look at him. He looked a bit different than he usually did. Shikamaru must've noticed me looking at him so i quickly looked away. I started towards my desk and as I was about to begin walking. "Whats with the look you just gave me?" Shikamaru said bluntly. "Well I noticed you tend to fall asleep every day and don't have many friends." "Is that so?" "Well maybe i need to make a few friends this late in the year and try and hold on to them." Shikamaru said sarcastically . I went to my desk as we both sat quietly waiting till the detention was over. After about fifteen minutes passed I lite a cigarette and smoked it till I looked up and it had already been ten more minutes. "Alright you can go." Shikamaru got his things together and left the class room.
Shikamaru POV
I walked through the hall with something odd on my mind. "Why am i thinking about Asuma sensei?" Thing is I really didn't mind it but it was just odd even for me. As i got to the hall where my dorm was I saw Kiba standing in the hall with none other than the most annoying person i can think of. "Naruto." Kiba said as he looked over and saw me. Naruto began to scream my name and saying that school was almost over. I rush to my door to avoid interaction, opened it the closed it immediately. I walked across the room and tossed my things down on the floor. "Why am I thinking about sensei?" Its not that I care I just don't like him like that. I walked over and collapsed on my be faced down. "I'm tired and I want to go to sleep." After about ten minutes of just laying there i finally fell asleep. I now wish I hadn't.
So I was in a dream I'm sure and I was in this classroom alone. I looked around but didn't see a thing. Then I heard a creek and the door began to open. Asuma sensei! He didn't acknowledge I was even there much less look up at me. He continued to his desk and placed all of his belongings on it. He turned and began to walk towards my desk where I was sitting. "Sensei whats going on?" Again no answer he just continued and immediately after getting to my desk he leaned down to my ear. "Don't deny to yourself any longer that you... love me." I froze and began to think about Asuma. He smelt of honey and cigarettes either way it was intoxicating. He slowly moved his head till he was eye to eye with me ,lips inches from mine. I was still thinking but no longer. I felt a warm sensation on my face. He was kissing me! I was frozen and yet my heart said to continue but my mind said to push away even though my body could no longer move. I wanted to push away and wake up from this but I didn't. Was I enjoying the kiss? I don't think I'm gay, I mean I've been with girls but its never felt like this. He slowly and gently pulled away. As I caught my breath I realized he was taking my jacket off. I still could not move even though my mind was screaming. "WAKE UP"
I slowly drifted back into consciousness and realized I was in my bed with Temari next to it screaming. "Finally your awake." I looked at her crazy and realized she was dressed up for something special. "DID YOU FORGET WE HAD A DATE TONIGHT!" "No I'm sorry I just dozed off a bit ago." "A bit, its been three hours since you were supposed to pick me up!" "WHAT, I'm sooooo sorry it's not my fault." "Oh yeah well who the hell's fault is it then!" Temari said getting even angrier. "Um..mm, hu... its my fault." I had no way to tell her I couldn't stop dreaming about Asuma. "Well you know what, we are through!" She started towards the door and I noticed Kiba and Naruto peeping in to see what was going on. She stormed by the both of them and slammed the door. (Wow now I'm having weird thoughts and I don't have a girlfriend.)
Asuma POV
Asuma walks back into his room after going outside for a cigarette. Walks over to the fridge and grabs a beer. "What is wrong with me today?" I continued to drink the beer i had just gotten and turned the TV on. Asuma looks at the time. "Its twelve o'clock I need to go to bed." Asuma stood up and entered his bed room. He took off his cloths and took a shower. After exiting the shower he pulled on a pair of boxers and lite a cigarette. He cracked the window then laid down. "Maybe I just need some rest." Asuma reached over and put out his cigarette. He got under the blankets and went to sleep.
The next day Asuma had six periods before his final class. The bell rang after first period. "I need to get out of here." Asuma walked out the class room and into the restroom. "I really have to pull myself together." Asuma said while washing his face. Asuma walked out of the restroom and continued back to his next three periods. After that he knew it was lunch time. "I think I need to talk to Shikamaru." He walked towards the cafeteria and saw him sitting where he always does and yet he looked so much better than he usually does. "I really need to do something about this before I go insane." Asuma walked over to the vending machine and grabbed a soda and caught Shikamaru's attention. "Shikamaru must think I'm crazy as hell telling him to walk outside with me but I need to tell him whats been happening." "Maybe he'll understand and wont mind that I think, I his own teacher witch is against the law and can get me fired or even worst like him in a way a man should want a woman." Shikamaru was walking toward Asuma in a strange way. (He's not usually shy but I think he's blushing.) "Hey you don't mind walking out to my car with me do you?" "Umm not really but we need to make it fast." "Alright"
When we finally got out to my car I opened the doors and we both got in. "So what do you want?" "Well I'm not really sure how to ask or even say this so I'll get right to it if you don't mind me asking you a few questions?" Asuma said staring out his own window avoiding eye contact not that Asuma would notice Shikamaru was doing the same thing. "Uhh sure go ahead." Shikamaru said awkwardly. "Alright... What do you think of me as a teacher?""Well your okay I guess, but you give out way too much homework... I can't really see this being why you asked me to come out to out to your car, whats the real thing you had to ask me?" (Wow he's alot more "get to the point than I thought, and "Okay" really.) "Well no its not but if you insist I guess I'll come out with it and just say it." Asuma said. "Thank you!" "Okay I know its wrong for a teacher to think of a student as more than just a student but you need to know how I feel... Shikamaru I think of you as more than just a student." There was a long quiet pause. "You mean to tell me that my own teacher when it can cause you to loose your job and possibly more to be in love with a student of his... Do you even understand how wrong this is on sooooo many levels?" Shikamaru staring Asuma right in the face angrily as Asuma lite a cigarette. "So how do you feel about it?" "YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW I FELL ABOUT YOU TELLING ME THAT YOUR IN LOVE WITH ME, well I'll tell you how I feel I feel like your are an extreme dumb ass and you are completely crazy for telling me this even though this doesn"t leave this car but the worst part is it is exactly what I wanted to hear and I'm not saying anything but I'm not sure how I feel about men yet so don't get your hopes up!" Shikamaru said. "So wait you think you might like me as well?" Asuma said beginning to slightly blush. "I said don't get your hopes up!' Shikamaru said reaching for the door handle. "And this is not what you think but here is my number and meet me right here at seven and we'll talk more about it then." Shikamaru said opening the door and exiting the car. After Shikamaru was out of sight Asuma began to think out loud. "Wow this did not go as expected (even though it went sooooo much better) I never thought I'd end up with a date." "I need to go and get some money out of the bank later before we leave, I don't want to look cheap do I?"
So that is the end of the first chapter. You guys should tell me what you think and write me a review or two and I'm thinking this may go for a bout six or seven chapters and maybe even more. Don't forget that we all need to see what happens on their date right? Well come back to see what happens and I think the next chapter will be coming out tonight sometime and you DON'T want to miss it. Oh and I'm pretty sure all other chapters will be twice as long or even longer than that so. I don't think it'll get too hot until chapter three but we may get close you never know. Well that it Review, Fav and continue to see what happens.
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