Titel: In your presence

Author: children of the Revolution

Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon.

Warnings: Shoujo-ai (girlxgirl romance, you know) if you don't like that... Well, I'm not going to beg you not to flame me, 'cause if you were planning on doing so, I don't think you would think again just because I said 'please'. ;)

Rating: Pg

Chapter: 1/3 "Spring"

Authors note: This may be a bit OOC (Out Of Character) and AU (Alternate Universe) since it's based on real events -deep sigh-. Mimi is me and Sora is...let's not go there, ok?

I really hope she wont sue me for this. Most parts of Sora's letters is translated from letters I got from her...

And, yes, I am pathetic. It's been a year since this happened and I'm still not fully over her.-sigh-

Oh, and all that aside, if you find any grammatical errors, please tell me?

Gah! The text gets all stuffed together, and I don't know what to do! I hope you can read it anyway...

Letters/mails are in italics

Sora's old letters are in bold italics

And forgive me if it's short.

R&R (Read and Review)

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Dear Mimi

I know I've already written to you today, but I like writing to you. It brings me peace in some way. I have read through your letter some times and now I almost know it by heart. I like it. It's my most beautiful letter ever. I love your writing style, makes you wanna read the letter again and again.

On and on it went, five handwritten pages of Sora's beautiful handwriting. The letter even smelled like her. Mimi felt like if she were floating high on pink clouds, and it was not easy to come down.

"Mimi! Hurry up!"

She had gotten the letter the day before, and still it made her heart and stomach flutter. Everything that had anything to do with Sora did.

"I'm coming..."

She wasn't quite sure, but she thought she had been in love with her friend for a couple of months now. No one knew, of course, especially not Sora.

"Mimi! You'll miss the school bus!"

Not yet anyway.

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And...It's this girl that's soo beautiful, it's she that makes me wonder if I really am straight. But I don't know. Maybe I'll grow out of it, like everybody says. But don't tell anyone, 'cause I'm not sure on this one (what I am). Don't do it.

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She knew it wasn't just 'some crush' she had on Sora. It was true love. It had to be, Mimi was sure.

Yes, she had thought so every time she 'fell in love' with a new boy or girl, but this time was different.

She seemed to always think of Sora these days. Always. She even thought about how they would decorate their house when grown-up and together, but she'd never tell anyone about that.

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Dear Sora.

I'm not really sure of what to say... I just wanted to tell you that the beautiful angel I love is...you...

I'm so sorry, it feels like I've ruined everything now. And after you've read this, I'll probably never dare to talk to you again...

I never meant for this to happen. Oh, if only one could decide for herself who to fall in love with. Now, wouldn't that be nice?

I've been thinking about you for the whole weekend, I wanted to tell you this in school, but of course I didn't dare to...

I don't know what to say! I bet this whole mail sounds just plain stupid to you, but I'll send it anyway. Thank God school's almost over, then I can (try to) forget about you, and you can forget that I messed everything up.

I'm sorry.

Mimi

.:End chapter one:.