Hi!
I'm Sylvester, I've been a member of fanfiction for a while and I finally got the guts to write a story so without any more delays my first fanfiction.
(Please go easy on the constructive criticism)
Summary:
Lucy and Natsu have been married for four years now, but Lucy has been having some second thoughts lately about were their marriage was going. Will it end in tragedy or bliss?
Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tail or it's characters
Lucy P.O.V Touch
I stood looking out my widow watching Nashi play with her father thinking, is this really what it's come down to? Is this really what I want? But I really have no choice, I can't live like this anymore, but I know before I make my final decision I should probably talk to Levy. So, I turned from my widow and made my way out of the room I shared with Natsu, down the hall and out the door heading to the guild hall to find my blue haired friend.
I opened the door to the guild hall and as usual Levy was in a corner with her nose in a book. I waked up to her and asked, "Levy can we talk?" Levy looked up from her book and smiled, "Sure Lucy what do you need?" I didn't answer her just nodded toward the back room of the guild for privacy, she frowned but followed. I shut the door behind us, "Levy I need your input on something." She looked a little confused, "On what?" Now that I was going to tell her, I was suddenly nervous. So, I swallowed and opened my mouth but all that came out was, "I…III…I… uh..I…ugh."
"Lucy just spit it out!" I jumped a foot in the air at Levy's outburst, she wasn't normally one to snap at anyone, except maybe Gajeel, but her outburst did get me to say, "I'm thinking of getting a divorce!" I said it so fast I wasn't sure she heard it, until I looked at her face. She looked so shocked, her mouth hanging wide open gapping like a fish, finally she was able to say. "Lucy…what?..What did you say?...a divorce?" I nodded, "Yeah a divorce."
"I need to sit down for a second," Levy made her way over to some barrels and sat down heavily. "I can't believe you are thinking about leaving Natsu, what about Nashi? What about the guild? What...what..wwwh."
"Levy stop!" I shouted shaking her. "To answer your questions yes, I'm leaving Natsu, as for Nashi I'm thinking joint custody and I'm staying in the guild as far as I know. After all I do need to make a living."
"You've really thought this out haven't you Lucy?" She asked teary eyed. I nodded, "I've been thinking about this for a while now, I don't think I can take much more. I love Natsu, but I can't bear it anymore."
"Bear what Lucy? What's going on?" I stepped back from Levy and turned my back on her. "Lucy…please tell me."
"Natsu and I haven't been…together in…a while. "I said, I could feel my face getting red. Levy looked confused then she gasped as she figured out what I meant, then she turned red all the way to her hair. "How long is a…..while?" she asked. Even redder I answered, "four years." Her mouth dropped, "What!" I covered my face and nodded. "oh my… Lucy…why haven't?"
"I don't know, Levy! We were together just once and that was our wedding night since then he hasn't touched me! I can't bear the thought that Natsu doesn't want to be with me in that way! I'm stuck in a sexless marriage!" I broke down crying. Levy had her arms around me as I cried. "Lucy it's all right, why didn't you tell me this sooner?"
"I don't know." I blubbered. Levy just held me while I sobbed, running her hand over my head trying to sooth me, after a while I finally calmed down a bit. I pulled away from Levy, "thanks Levy." We sat in unconfutable silence for a few minutes before Levy asked, "Why didn't you say anything to me or the girls?" I shrugged. "I guess I didn't know how to approach the subject, I mean how do you tell your friend that? Do you just say something like 'hey girls guess what! Natsu and I haven't had sex or for that matter any physical contact since our wedding night four years ago!' not really something you can bring up in everyday conversation."
"You don't have to be so sarcastic about it. If you'd just told us, like how your telling me now, we could have helped you sooner." I looked at her, "Help?" She nodded, "Yeah, you didn't think I was going to let you do this without first trying to fix it, did you? I mean Natsu is a little dense, don't you think that maybe he doesn't realize how important sex is to a marriage? I mean does he even know what sex is?" I shook my head at her smiling at her naivety. "I thought that at first too since Natsu never seemed to mind being naked around me or seeing me naked. That was until our wedding night, I saw a whole new side of him that night Levy."
To be continued….
(The next chapter will contain suggested adult themes so be advised)
Please comment (remember constructive criticism welcomed),
Sly