A/N: Happy Valentine's Day! I made this especially for that day but ended up not putting it up till today ): Hope you like it though! (: 3
One more day, I had 1 more day to tell him. My Secret.
I was scared.
Worried.
Nervous.
And a little Anxious.
I was scared of telling him about it. I was worried of what he would think. i was nervouse because of what he might do. And I was anxious because he just might be okay with it and help me.
Sasuke.
Sasuke.
Sasuke.
Do you love me enough to trust that I kept this huge secret away from you because i loved you too much to let you go because of this.
Hes told me he loves me many times. But this would be the time for him to prove it. To prove that he loves me as much as I love him.
I didnt want to tell him that...
I had cancer.
I was meeting him at Ichiraku in an hour. I invited him to tell him about my sickness. I was walking towards the Ramen Stand because I wanted to see him and I knew he would be there early.
He was.
"Hey," were his first words to me when he walked up to hug and kiss me.
"Hey, I need to seriously talk to you." I told him with my serious face on.
He stared at me with a stoic face on, and then sighed and said, "Okay babe, Lets go into the forest behind this stand."
We started to walk towards the back of the stand. When we finally got there, Sasuke said "Whats wrong, baby?"
I gulped.
Pulled a lock of my hair.
Fixed my shorts.
And then sighed and looked at Sasuke straight in the eye. "Sasuke, I dont know how to tell you this without you feeling hurt or angry because I kept something so big from you when we are so in love."
The emotions on his face changed from worried to confused. "Sakura..."
I started again before he could continue, "You say you love me but this would be the time to prove it. Sasuke...I have..." I took a deep breath and blurted out, "I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER A FEW MONTHS AGO!"
His eyes widened then narrowed. "What?"
Everything went silent for a second. "Why didnt you tell me?"
I knew this was going to be a question.
"I was scared of your reaction, if youd want to break up with me or not talk to me anymore. And I couldnt stand for that to happen. I know it sounds selfish but I love you too much to do anything else. But the right kind of love is the love that lets go, so if you want to break up then im okay with that as long as your happy." By the end of my little rant, my head was down and i was breathing fast.
All of a sudden, I heard footsteps walking away. I looked up to see Sasuke walking away from me.
I couldnt be away from him.
"SASUKE!"
He didnt turn back ... so I chased him.
When I got out from behind the stand. Sasuke stood there in the middle of the street staring right at me. He moved a finger in a gesture that said come here. So I did. When I got in front of him, he said " Listen, I understand. Im not mad at you for this. Your my life and if i EVER broke up with you for something as stupid as this. This is when you need me the most and Im not the kind of guy to ignore that. Look, I have something for you." He reached into his jean jacket pocket for a small box with a red heart on the lid. He gave it to me. I opened it to find a chain with a ring attached to it. The ring said on the outside SasukeXSakura. A Promise. When I read that is when i started crying. He looked at me and said, "Sakura, this is my promise ring to you. You cant take that off no matter how mad you get at me until we break up."
I couldnt talk, breathe, or move. So I just did what my body wanted me to do. I jumped on him and kissed him with all the love i had in my body.
And did the same.
