So its been a very very very long time since I have published a story on here. I have some ongoing stories that I never finished and will eventually but I just got a new computer and finally felt inspired to write something. Please excuse the spelling errors or formatting or anything that doesn't look right or isn't spelled right. This is the first time I have wrote in years. I am a huge fan of Supergirl and love Lena Luthor so let me know what you think!

Chapter 1

Kara's POV

I cannot do this on my own. I stared around the sky as I flew overtop of the penthouse that the most important person to me was sound asleep in. I smiled as I thought about her. Lena Luthor. She is the most amazing human being in the entire world. I sighed and then decided to fly back to the DEO to see Alex. Lena and I had a fight a few weeks ago and we haven't spoken since then. I miss her a lot. Her brother is the reason behind our fight and I feel terrible. She's the first person I have been able to be friends with as just Kara, with her I am not Supergirl… I'm just me. I miss that a lot.

I arrived at the DEO just in time to hear my sister, Alex and my friend James screaming at each other. "NO ALEX I WILL NOT STOP SEEING HER!" I heard James yelling at her. In the blink of an eye I appeared next to Alex and James. "Whoa you guys! What the hell is going on here?" I yelped as I moved in between the two of them. Alex looked at me in alarm. "Kara, what are you doing here… I thought you were on patrol around the city tonight?" She said quickly. I sighed and folded my arms. "Don't deflect, what is going on you two?" James looked at me and then the floor. But he refused to look at Alex at all. What is going on, I wondered to myself?

"Alex is trying to tell me that I shouldn't be dating Lena," he said quietly. My heart froze. I looked at Alex, who was watching me in concern. She is the only one who knows how I feel about Lena. "You're seeing Lena?" I asked in surprise. He nodded. "We went on a few dates the last three weeks and shes pretty amazing honestly, other than all that mess with her brother," he stated. Alex stepped next to me and put her hand on my arm. Other than all that mess with her brother? He cannot be serious? "If she makes you happy then I'm glad to hear that," I stated quietly. I need to leave. I need to get out of here. I cannot be around James right now because if, so I might lose my mind. "I'm going to head home now, I just came by because I heard you guys arguing and wanted to make sure that you guys were okay" I told them and took off out the door. I ignored Alex yelling after me to come back.

I flew home and as soon as I walked in the door I stripped out of my super suit. I went to my room and grabbed my favorite pair of pjs. I threw those on and went to the couch and flopped down. I'm so stupid, I should have gone to Lena right after our fight. She said some hurtful things I wish I could forget had ever been said now. I closed my eyes and ran my hands through my hair. I thought back to the night that started all of this.

Three weeks ago

"Lena… he was going to kill Superman! I couldn't just stand by and watch that happen," I told her heatedly. "Kara what does this have to do with you? Huh! You have nothing to do with this other than that you know me," Lena snapped angrily. I sighed as I couldn't very well say well actually I'm Supergirl and Superman is my cousin. "You allowed the DEO and your sister to take my brother god knows where and they will not tell me where," Lena snarled. "I'm sorry Lena, I don't know where they took your brother or I would tell you," I said quickly! Lena folded her arms and turned her back on me. "You are supposed to be my bestfriend… all I wanted was a chance to save my brother, try to make him see reason, I wouldn't have let him actually hurt anyone," Lena told me quietly. Her voice was low… gravelly. Almost not Lena like.

"Lena, I'm sorry… but your brother is not a good person. Its not up to you to fix him, you're already a good person. You shouldn't have to make up for what he's done."

"Kara, you have no idea what you are talking about. This has nothing to do with you," Lena said. I walked up behind her. "You told Alex about where Lex was, about his hideout that I told you about in confidence! I told you I would handle him, that I would talk to him," she sounded broken when saying this. I put my hand on her shoulder, hoping that would make her calm down. She shook my hand off of her. "Don't touch me Kara Danvers… I want you to leave and do not come back," she said quietly. "Lena, no no don't say that, come on we can talk about this," I said softly. "NO KARA WE CAN'T," she shouted at me. I froze at that. "You broke my trust, you told Alex about where Lex was. You didn't trust me to fix this myself, even though I told you I could do it!" She snarled and turned around to face me. Her dark eyes were wide, her long beautiful dark hair was around her shoulders. She had her arms folded and stared at me.

"I want you to leave... and do not ever come back. I never want to see you again," she told me darkly. "Lena… I did this for a reason. I just can't tell you what that reason is… at least not right now," I said quietly. "There is no reason good enough for you to betray my trust… I lo… I cared about you more than anything and that was a mistake, I shouldn't have," she said quietly. Did she almost say she loved me? "Lena, please," I said softly. She looked up at me as she sat down. "Leave Miss Danvers, I don't want to see you here again," she said stiffly. "Lena… you need me, I know you do, but I will leave if you want me to. But I am always here for you," I said and slowly turned and walked out of the room.

I felt tears fall down my cheeks as I played through that night again in my head. I just wanted to see her again. Suddenly it hit me though! God I am an idiot. She's mad at Kara Danvers, not Supergirl. I could go see her as Supergirl… she isn't mad at her and as far as she is aware, we are two different people. It might hurt, but I could go see her and then I might be able to talk to her and make her less angry with me. I went back to my room and grabbed my super suit. This is wrong… but I need to talk to her so much right now. I headed out my door and down the street. I shot up into the sky and flew around again for a few minutes to get up the courage to just land on Lena's balcony. Her penthouse came into view and I took a deep breath before landing on her balcony. She was in her study reading over something. She looked up when she heard me land.

Lena's POV

I flipped through the documents that I had been sent with the plans for the statue we were constructing in the middle of National City. I needed to read through it all before I could approve anything actually going through and sign anything. Suddenly I heard a thump on my balcony, and I looked up and saw Supergirl there. She waved at me and I stood up. I headed out to the door and opened it. "Supergirl, what are you doing here?" I asked in surprise. Her visit isn't totally unwelcome though. There's only one other person besides her that's ever made me feel as safe as I do right now. But I cannot think about her right now or I'll probably start crying a lot. "I was flying around the city just monitoring it and when I flew by your place I realized I hadn't seen you in a long time… so I figured I would stop by and check and see how you are doing," she told me with a shrug. I smiled at her. Supergirl has kept me safe more times than I can possibly count. James gets annoyed with me when I bring her up because I talk so highly of her.

"Please come in, would you like anything to eat or drink?" I asked her with a small smile. She followed me into the penthouse and I led her to the bar area in the living room."Just some water is all," she said with a small smile. The way she was looking at me… was different. It was like she was staring and couldn't look away. One of the many things I like about Supergirl is her eyes. They remind me of someone, but I cannot for the life of me figure out who. "How are you doing Lena, after everything with your brother and the DEO?" She looked genuinely concerned for my wellbeing. I wanted to tell her the truth. That I lost my bestfriend I have ever had because of this stupid situation. But I can't tell her about that at all. "I'm okay, I know it had nothing to do with you for the record," I said as I handed her a glass of water. And then I allowed myself to think of her. The one person I have done everything in my power not to think of. Kara Danvers.