Is this real enough for you?
you were so confused
now that you've decided to stay
we'll remain together
I sit here in the shadows of the night and watching you as you sleep peacefully. You are unaware of my stair. For if you were to awaken you would be concerned as to why I was watching you. Your mess chocolate brown hair keeps it shape even as you sleep. Your beautiful ocean blue eyes are closed as you dream away the night. Dreaming about something or maybe even someone. I can only image who you would be dreaming about, but the only thing that I do know. It isn't about me.
you can't abandon me
you belong to me
breathe in and take my life in you
no longer myself only you
theres no escaping me my love
Surrender
We are close, but not as close as I would like to be. Your energy is so electrifying that it can be felt as you slumber my love. How I wish I could only voice those two tiny words to you. I can only dream of the day when I tell you my feelings and you returned my feels, but that is why it is a dream because you could never return my feelings. Not because I am a monster, but because I am as far away you as one can image. I am cold and icy as you are warm and caring.
darling theres no sense in running
you know i will find you
everything is perfect now
we can live forever
I watch as you turn to the left facing me mumbling about something. I only pray that you don't awaken to find me here. It seems that my prayers have been answered for you still sleep. I smile to my self as I watch the stars light up for wonderful feathers of your tan skinned face. Your messy bangs cast a small shadow over your forehead, but the rest of your face is light so well making you seem paler then you really are. You still seem so beautiful. I move some of your hair away in doing so my fingertips brushed against your smooth, soft, and silly sink. You begin to move. Quickly I pull my hand back and place my cold mask on my face hiding my true feelings from you and the rest of the world.
you can't abandon me
you belong to me
breathe in and take my life in you
no longer myself only you
theres no escaping me my love
Surrender
You move more and open your lovely eyes. You look around the room and stop when your eyes landed on me.
" Hiead what are you doing up?" you ask my in a sleepy voice. I want to smile, but I keep a cold icy face.
" I was going to tell you to shut up. All that muttering in your sleep along with your movement is keeping every one up at this hour, but seeing as you woke up before I got to you I guess I don't need to." I started coldly. Oh how I wish I didn't. You look at me for a moment with out saying a word.
" Oh sorry about that." You say as you rubble the back of your neck with your hand.
" You better. See that it doesn't happen again." I said.
" Could both of you please go back to sleep." Clay whined from his bed which was in between Zero's and mine. I glare at him coldly before heading back to my own bed as Zero laid back down.
" Night Hiead." He called to me with a yawn that followed. I lay there not saying a word. I heard you deep even breathing telling me that once again you are asleep.
"Night Zero." I said in a whisper that I can only hear as I close my blood red eyes and slipped into my dreams of you and me.
breathe in and take my life in you
no longer myself only you
theres no escaping me my love
surrender
surrender
surrender...