AN: This is my first fanfic I don't usually write but I love to read so I thought I'd try it contructive criticism is appreciated! I don't own glee or any part of it! So this fic is about Blaine with panic attacks because I just love it when Blaine isn't perfect.
Kurt's POV:
Blaine walked into the choir room looking way to pale to be good and sat down as close to me as possible. "I don't feel good" he mumbled cuddling up next to me in front of everyone. Now I know he's sick because he's not big on PDA. He was trembling slightly and I was getting worried he hadn't had an attack in three months. Also the glee kids had never seen it happen and it's not very pretty. I gathered him up in my arms ignoring the confused looks I was getting. I rubbed his back trying to calm him down until we could go somewhere private but Rachel was yelling at Quinn making it loud and causing him to shake harder. That's when it happened Finn walked in the door slamming it with a BOOM!
He jumped then it started, he was breathing heavy and getting louder. Santana started to look worried and asked what was wrong. I quickly moved him to the floor so he wouldn't fall off the chair then explained "When Blaine gets really scared or sick he gets panicky and anything can set him off into an attack" glaring pointedly at Finn "right now he's having a flash back of sorts, I need you to stay quiet don't move and let me talk him down" They nodded so I went back to him, he was sobbing on the floor unable to breathe. I knelt down and put my arms around him which caused him to start screaming and struggling against me. Finn looked like he was about to get up so I shot him a glare and held Blaine tighter. I was talking to him chanting "It's okay they aren't here, were in the choir room they can't touch us, I love you" After a few minutes he lost the crazed look in his eye and was just crying and gasping for air. I grabbed his hands and put them on my chest taking deep exaggerated breaths eventually he was just sitting there letting me hug him.
I forced him to look up at me "you should tell them" I whispered. He shook his head "what about next year they don't know this happens often, what if im not around they're your friends they can help" I said trying to make him understand. So soft I barely heard him he said "will you?" I nodded pulling him to his feet and looking around the room. Brittany looked the most scared so I sent her with Blaine to the nurse. Once they were out of ear-shot Rachel said "what just happened?" I looked around and said "all of you heard at least to some extent about the Sadie Hawkins dance, well he still lives with it when he's panicking like that he's basically reliving that night. He takes medicine but sometimes he forgets or doesn't catch the symptoms in time. I hope for your sake that none of you tease him about this and help him next year when I'm gone" They all agreed and looked like they meant it so I smiled.
That's when Britt and Blaine walked back into the room smiling. When he saw everyones eye's on him he looked at the floor and said "sorry about that" They all stared at him for a split second then jumped up and pulled him into a massive group hug and I was happy that for once Blaine Anderson couldn't hold it together.