Riot! Chapter 1- A new Genre (Marathon)
(Note: italics is the song sequence in this chapter. You need to have "Decode" when your reading this it goes well with it)
I woke this morning feeling anxiety. Not really caring of what happened. Edward can stay for so long but my family they'll always be there. And I have to choose. I don't want to. How could I live without them?
I slowly sat up and run my hand through my hair. There's always gonna be a big wall in front. Stopping me. I did the normal routine (dress up etc.). I drove to school with Lykke Li playing on the radio. The song was complicated; it kinda, kinda speaks about me. My world. I shouldn't think about it now.
I parked in an empty car slot. Guess this was another day of school which I didn't need. I turned off the ignition, grabbed my bag and got out. I slammed the door shut and was walking towards the door. I saw Edward standing next to his Volvo. Eyebrows scrunched up. He was concentrating on something. Something I wasn't sure of. A line that I heard drove pass my head.
"How can I decide what's right. When you're clouding up my mind?"
I kept walking but Edward caught up with me.
"I can't win your losing fight all the time"
He held my hand through out the way. Does he know that he makes me insane?
"Not gonna ever own what's mine, When your always taking sides"
We walked through the halls with everyone watching. With the sudden disappearance last Friday it was pretty obvious that we're 'a thing'
"No not this time"
Everything that I see was going in slow motion. I tuned out all the voices. I was out of myself. I couldn't think straight.
He kissed my forehead and pulled me inside the room.
"How did we get here? When I used to know you so well"
We sat next to each other. I saw Jessica gossiping. Angela was studying. While Eric and Mike was glaring at Edward. Edward didn't seem to care.
"But how did we get here? Well, I think I know"
The time seemed so slow. I pretended to be listening to the teacher. After the class I stood up and found myself looking at Edward's face.
"The truth is hiding your eyes, and it's hanging on your tongue"
"I need to talk to you" He said it very clearly. Loud enough for me to hear.
"Just boiling in my blood"
Edward lends me his hand and I gently took it.
"But you think that I can't see what kind of that you are,"
He pulled me out of the room and to the other.
"If you're a man at all Well, I will I figured this one out"
After school I walked past Edward. Making him notice.
"On my own"
He starred at me with his topaz liquid eyes. I couldn't say too much.
"(I'm screaming I Love You so) On my own, (My thoughts you can't decode)"
He stood up and followed me to the forest. We reached a certain location. I dropped my bag on a tree trunk and placed myself on the ground.
"What do you want to talk about?" I whispered. He appeared beside me and placed me gently on his lap.
He made me lean back to his chest. Pulling me to him.
"How did we get here? When I used to know you so well"
"You need to tell me what I need to know" I said looking at him.
"But how did we get here? Well, I think I know"
"Tell you what?" he asked innocently.
"That won't work on me Edward!" I argued. I heard him sigh.
"I know that the Volturi told you something to make you uneasy and this thought makes me uncomfortable" I whispered putting my face near his.
"Do you see what we've done?"
"I just don't want you to worry"
"I'm already worrying" breathe "Tell me… please"
"We've gone and made such fools of ourselves"
"Aro, was thinking of making you one of us and he also told me that I have limited time to do so" he said.
"What? You can't you know I have a family I can't just leave them" I almost screamed.
"Do you see what we've done?"
E= "I know, that's why we're no gonna change you"
S ="But what about Aro?"
E="You said so yourself you didn't want to be apart of this"
S="Can't we just run away?"
"We've gone and made such fools of ourselves"
E="They'll still catch us. We're Vampires"
S="You're making it hard to decide."
E="Do want to be with me?"
S="Of course"
E="Then be with me"
How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well!
Well, how did we get here?
When I used to know you so well!
I think I know.
I think I know...
There is something I see in you.
It might kill me,
I want it to be true...