I own nothing. There will be sex in this story. Underage sex. As stated in this chapter Sam is sixteen and Lucifer is 23. There will also be child abuse, homophobia, and more. I haven't really decided yet. Review?

"Hey, Sammy-Bear," Gabriel fell into the chair next to mine.

"Hey," I sighed grabbing my drink before it fell.

Gabriel Novak was my best friend of three years and more often than not I wondered who I killed in a past life to be tortured with him. Don't get me wrong. I loved the man, but he was a little too much sometimes. Maybe that's why I was his only friend.

That and no one really wanted to deal with his family. Two older brothers that fought none stop, an older sister that loved to put her nose in things, and a younger brother that didn't know where he belonged get. Then all the cousins you could ever want.

I was actually surprised he was as normal as he was. Okay, so it was as if he was on a permanent sugar high, but he did always have the best candy and he did share. When he was int he mood or I pouted hard enough. Everyone fell for the pout.

That was a lie. One of his older brothers never fell for it. He always did what I wanted though. I'm pretty sure he was just entertaining me, but I couldn't help wishing it was something more. Which Gabriel looked to pick on me for. Why did I tell him things?

Sighing I closed my math notebook and rested my head on my best friends shoulder. An arm wrapped around me almost instantly. Oh yeah. This is why he was my friend. For as annoying as he was he truly cared about me. He might pick on me, but the second I needed him he was there.

"You started thinking of my brother, didn't you?" Gabriel rubbed my arm, "Sam, you have to get over this crush."

"I'm trying," I sighed, "Why can't he be more like Michael? This never would have happened if he was."

"Hey, that's my brother and more people think your crush is the bad guy."

"There are three people that have ever been nice to me because I'm me and not because I'm Dean Winchester's little brother."

Fake swooning at my brothers name I feel into Gabriel's lap. The blond rolled his eyes as me before pushing me off him. Laughing loudly I rolled away from the chairs and got onto my knees. Before I could finish getting up a hand appeared in my vision.

"Good afternoon, Samuel," Lucifer smiled down at me.

"H-Hi," I stuttered out letting the older man pull me up.

"How are you? My brother's not being too annoying. Is he?"

Shaking my head I tried to will the blush that had taken over my face away. I couldn't help it though. Every time I was around Lucifer I turned into a thirteen year old with their first crush. When in truth I was sixteen.

Which made all of this so much worse. Lucifer was going to turn 23 in four months. How was this my life? Turning to Gabriel I pouted slightly causing him to roll his eyes once more. For a moment I thought he'd leave me there then he stood up.

"What are you doing here, Luci?" Gabriel questioned spinning his lollipop.

"I heard Sam's voice," Lucifer said pushing the hair from my eyes, "I haven't seen him in so long that I wanted to visit."

"You saw him yesterday."

"As I said. I haven't seen him in so long."

Swallowing roughly I unconsciously took a step closer to the other man. As much as I knew it was wrong to want Lucifer the idea of the man wanting me in return was amazing. The very thought made my blood boil.

Staring into those icy blue eyes I opened my mouth to say something only for the man to smile. I felt my knees go weak causing him to wrap am arm around my waist. Without thinking I rested my hand over his heart feeling his strong, steady heartbeat.

"Okay," Gabriel pulled me back, "You've seen Sam. Don't you have work or your own home or something?"

Of course, Gabriel," Lucifer smiled lifting my hand and kissing my knuckles, "I'll see you later, Sam."

"Yeah," I muttered shyly, "Later."

As the older man started to walk off I felt my friend spin me around. When I was no longer looking at my crush it was like the whole world came rushing back. My stomach dropped to the floor and I could feel my whole body shaking.

"I'm an idiot," I whispered as Gabriel pulled me into a hug.

"You'll get over him, Sam," Gabriel sighed easing the both of us to the floor.

"I've wanted him since the first time I met him. If I haven't gotten over him yet I won't."

Gabriel pulled me closer to him resting my head against his chest. Closing my eyes I curled against him and let out a shaky breath. I was a complete and total idiot and I was... I was in love with him. No matter how hard I fought. I loved him.

"Hey, Sam," Dean walked into the room, "Are you...Lucifer?"

"Yeah," Gabriel answered for me.

"Sometimes I think he does this on purpose."

"I don't know what to think. You guys leaving?"

Dean must have nodded because soon I was standing up staring at my brother. He smiled sadly and pulled me into a side hug while taking my bag from Gabriel. No one spoke as we went to the Impala. Waving at my best friend I climbed into the car and pulled my knees to my chest.

"It'll be okay, Sammy," Dean started the car, "It's just a..."

"I think I love him," I interrupted numbly, "And I hate him for that."