I went to the closet

I dig until I found my old tablet

i haven't played my tablet for years

Pretty much I grew out of it

when I became a teenager.

So I grabbed a charger

to revisit the childhood memories.

There's so much game apps I used to play

but not anymore because I move on to PC games.

I like some games appeal to me like

Skate Surfers and Fruit Ninja.

But my favorite of all time

was Minecraft.

Minecraft used to be very popular

before Fortnite became a thing

anyone would wanted to play

the game so bad

that they wanted to created buildings

and castles and forts

and wooden cabins.

But anyone including myself

grew out of the game.

And how much

it changed over the years

since it peak in 2013.

I decided to play Minecraft once more

after 3 years not playing.

Again grew out of the tablet.

I tab the app,

the game had recall me,

Many worlds remain untouched,

many of unfinished buildings,

waiting for the player finished,

building the structure that

never sawed a light of day.

I look around and recalls,

back to my memories,

of me and my friends,

and even siblings

would hang out,

tried to survived the night,

and build together,

in both Survival and Creative mode.

It reminds me of my old friends

I had those friends in

Elementary and first half

of Middle School.

We would play together in

either tablets or smart phones

some of them had a console.

We watch the Minecraft YouTubers

some of them are let's players

some of them are songwriters

and the best part about

Minecraft YouTubers

some of them are animators.

They're more entertain

than Let's Play videos

And I love their animations.

I love to spend with

my siblings and give

me tips of become

a better player.

I remember being in survival mode,

I build a house

but my house isn't that perfect

I always ran from the monsters

I always died from the monsters

especially I hated the Enderman.

I mine to find what I needed

to build a armor or a weapon to protect myself

from getting killed from the monsters.

Sometimes I died in the lava,

sometimes I died in the dungeon

Sometimes I fall down and died.

even sometimes I got killed by a monsters

including creepers.

Before Pillagers existed

I always went to the village

to trade them with emeralds

and items I need to survived.

When the sunset dawns

and the rise of the moon,

zombies will come and killed

the villagers.

I build a Iron Golem

to protect them

and saved the village.

I write stories about my adventures

and always kept in the chest.

i remember that dreadful day

I write my diary in Minecraft

that one day I'll kill the

Ender Dragon

and getting an egg

to accomplished

my experience in Minecraft

and once I have an egg,

my story of Minecraft ends.

For younger myself,

it would be the most

important milestone of my life

to grabbed and ended

my experience.

But I realize,

it's still wasn't worth it

because my life

is more important than

just a blocky 3D game

that I can't waste

my life playing the game

until I died.

Like my school, friends,

family and my future.

This is the point

that I stopped

playing Minecraft for good.

It was a broken promised

for 10 year old myself

that I should've had

that egg before I grow up.

But I would have the opportunity

if I played Minecraft again

but I already moved on

I understand life is not about video games

But Minecraft gives me values and friendship

that I never forget.

While my Minecraft experience was

now a thing of the past

it will forever in my heart

and never forget the time

I have with my friends

and I would play Minecraft again someday

and reuniting with my friends

to build together

like the good old times.