ATTENTION! This is a revised version of my orginal story. I've read over my old one and it's not exactly going were I wanted it to. I want her to try a normal life for a while and in the old version she tries to jump right back into Gallagher. So... yeah, not working.
Yes, some things have changed since the first story... though these first few chapters should mainly be exact copies. But starting with chapter 3 (yet to be added) this story will start showing a new plot.
I hope you enjoy these changes.
The following quotation in italics is from Only the Good Spy Young, it was written by Ally Carter not me.
"He should be awake by now, shouldn't he? He's never going to wake up."
"Of course he is."
"This is never going to be over."
"Of course it is."
"This is—"
"—all my fault!"
"Cammie don't say that," Zach said softly as he placed his hand on my shoulder to comfort me.
Normally I would have thought it was sweet. But tonight was different. Tonight I shrugged my shoulder and stepped farther away from him. My eyes drifted upward staring out the window, gazing at the star-filled sky. "If it weren't for me," I took a deep breath, "Solomon wouldn't be in a coma right now, you wouldn't have been hurt, and the damn Circle of Cavan wouldn't be hurting everyone I love."
"Cammie, we're spies. We deal with getting hurt. It's part of our job description." I could feel Zach coming closer, but I didn't dare peel my eyes off of the sky. "This is the spy life, the life we all chose."
"Sometimes I regret that choice," I whispered quietly, but just loud enough for Zach to hear.
"Cammie… don't say—"
"Sometimes I wish I were normal."
I stared deeper into the night. Off to the right was Orion's belt. An airplane just passed the Big Dipper. Slowly, I closed my eyes and drew in some air. "Oh God, I wish I were normal," I said to myself as I exhaled.