Disclaimer: I sadly don't own Big Time Rush


Katie's POV

You think my life is perfect since my four older brothers are a boy band known as Big Time Rush...well think again.

My name is Katie Knight and my life has changed dramatically after Big Time Rush's All Over The World Tour.

So after our little adventure in London my mom and I headed back to the Palm Woods. Then after about 3 days everything started to fall apart. My dad came back from Minnesota and decided to stay with us. The whole reason my mom left my dad is because he was abusive. So when he convinced my mom he was sober and changed after about 3 hours he started to beat me and my mom and my mom became depressed from the boys being gone and decided to leave them a note and said she was sorry. Then my dad decided that I was his next target and beat me everynight and told me I was a mistake and nobody will ever love me.

One day I was at Palm Woods Park and I bumped into this guy and man was he cute. We started to talk and we decide to hang out later that night. About 1 week after dating we were hanging out in his apartment and he asked "Do you wanna go in my room and do it?" I said "No Ryan, I'm going to wait until I'm married." Then he jumped on me and started to beat me and started taking my clothes off and I got him off me and I ran all the way to my apartment.

I couldn't be taking almost being raped twice by my own dad and Ryan. So I got back to the apartment and wrote the guys a note saying:

Dears Guys,

I'm sorry I wasn't there to greet you when you got home. It's just way to much has happened since you left. So I flew home to the cabin in Minnesota and you can come and get me if you want or forget about me just like everyone else has. Good luck with your career. I love you guys!

Love,

Katie

I packed everything I could in one suitcase grabbed a picture of me and guys and rode the shuttle bus to the airport and bought a plane ticket to Minnesota.