Dear diary, I'm sorry if I sound childish or whatever, It's just I am really new at this. I suppose I should tell you how things really are here in Mystic Falls now.

It's been a week since I came back from Spain with Klaus and things are so messy. First, I had this horrible discussion with my mom. She screamed a lot, then she screamed a little more and guess what: she screamed more. Anyway, eventually she stopped talking and I went to my room unpack. Then, after the first-long day back in Mystic Falls I went to Stefan's house because I was dying to really know what was going on with the Damon-Elena drama and - you're not gonna believe this - I found out that Damon went to Elena's house, telling her that she could be with him. Elena could not be more happier, but, I mean, how could he be so selfish?! Oh God, Stefan was just a mess. And the worse is that he was alone in here. I'm glad that now I'm here for him.
Meanwhile, Klaus is trying to find another witch who can tell him about Dara, if she really had something about the cure or anything that can help us to start looking. I haven't heard from him since last night, when we were all - Stefan, Klaus and me - at Stefan's house, talking about everything that happened while we were in Spain. The news is that Rebekah is back, and she is as annoying as ever. But I guess I can't blame her, after all, Klaus was the one that addeged her - what a news - again.
Anyway I'm just really worried for Tyler. Today Stefan came here, wanting to thank me for being such a good friend in these hard times. I invited him in, we talked about Tyler and he told me everything. He told me that Tyler went to my house to look for me and, seeing that I wasn't here he left angrier. I asked him if he knew where he was going but he wouldn't talk to anybody. After telling me all these things Stefan gave me a box and said it was a Christmas gift. I told him I had nothing for him and that he was a little late but then he smiled and told me that it was okay.
"I just want you to have this. It helped me very much during difficult times and I know what you are going through and... You know, it just helps." I smiled at him, hugged him and opened the box.
"It's a journal. I know it's not really your style, but I think you should try it. It's a... Really good friend, words..." Stefan said to me. He was right, you know, a journal it's not really my style, but I was feeling really different after the trip with Klaus, so I gladly accepted.
"Thanks" I said to him, "But you have to go because I'm still grounded and tomorrow it's a school day. I don't even want to imagine if my mom sees you here." He laughed. "Because, you should know something, Stefan, don't you worried about billion-year-old vampires, but you should be afraid of angry Liz." He laughed harder.
"Good night Caroline", he said, leaving my house.

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Good morning diary, here I am at History class and all I can think about is Tyler. Seeing this new teacher only make me sad and remember I lost my great love. Okay, that sounds silly, but I really believed that Tyler was the love of my life. And now he is just gone and I had no one to talk to... Maybe I should ask Matt about him, but he is probably upset with me too. Somehow, lately, they are all upset with Caroline.

I'm also angry because I'm grounded and I think this shouldn't happen with a vampire. I mean, I am the most powerful creature on earth and my mom still leaves me grounded. But I'm happy at the same time. At least I have a mom that can fight with me. I feel sorry for Elena - and now Tyler - that lost their parents like this. I don't really know if our lives were suppost to be like this. But I guess I shouldn't be feeling sorry for what I lost, but be glad for what I won, somehow. Strange thing, being a vampire... Sometimes I feel like a mess but thank God I'm controling it better... At least better then some vampires I had the opportunity to meet.

I just wish Tyler was here, you know... I was strong with him. I felt so good around him, and we've been through so much together. And now I really believe that I left him the moment that he needed the most, I jus-

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Sorry for didn't finish my words, but my phone rang and I have this whole new drama to tell. Elena texted me, saying that she wants to meet me at lunch. I didn't answered because I'm still upset with her. Even though she is innocent because she has no longer her free labor, I'm not ready to listen to her talking about her romance with Damon and I don't think I'll ever be. But it's true that I miss her. She is my closest friend, like a sister I never had. Maybe I should go... Try to see where it goes...

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I confronted Elena at lunch. Told her that she could never like Damon because of everything he did and the weird thing is that while I was saying all these things I thought about Klaus... And how come Klaus is different from all of us? I just know that at somepoint I just stop talking and hugged her.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry", I kept saying. I know that she is more confused than any of us and it's time for me to be a good friend. And I don't now why, but I understand her better now. She hugged me back and said how happy she was for seeing me again.
"So, how was everything? Klaus did something to you?" She asked, worried. No, he was perfect. So amazingly educated that even made me sleep with him, I wanted to say, And relax Elena, Klaus would never hurt me. But instead, I just said, "No, everything is fine." and faked a smile.

A/U: Hey guys, so I'm back with this sequel of my last fic, so hope you like it and right me more reviews. I'll release a new chapter every sunday from now, so hope you guys keep reading! xoxo